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I wish I knew when my roommate was coming home. If I knew, then I could cry in real life.

* I wish I were not depressed. *

* I wish I were thin. *

* I wish I weren't scared all the time. *

* I wish I weren't in debt up to my eyeballs. *

* I wish I were able to make friends. *

Hey, thanks for the reply. I eventually got tired of wrestling with myself (it was already past my bedtime when I posted!) and went to sleep. I do feel completely guilty for wanting to SI. I feel guilty for not being happy. These are the reasons I feel guilty about these things: * I feel like a burd...

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It won't. I'll still feel like a loser who has no life. I'll still feel that I have nothing meaningful to make life worth living. I'll still be discontent and sad. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away fro...

The last time I wanted to hurt myself, I remembered something that my Dad told me... * * * * * * * *(Religion, SI) * * * * * * * * My Dad is a recovering alcoholic, and during one of my really tough times this past fall when I craved SI, he told me that actions are a loud proclamation of a person's ...