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ive never od'd to the point of being in a hospital.. but ive taken god knows what... just to be numb.. Its horrible.. ive taken pills before and never went to the hopital.. but the other night i took one sleeping pill and didnt directly lay down and started seeing things.. and mom took me to the ER....

thanks for all the consern guys
i am emotional better
so thats good
still havent told my mum but
i dunno

me and my bf are almost back together so that helps
to

meghan

i am doing extremly bad
i cut like X times in one sitting and i am freaking out
i cant cope
my boyfriend broke up with me today
i am out of it
i dont no how long i can survive

thanks for the post guys
i dunno i just scare myself sometimes
i am trying to tell my mom
but nothing ever comes out right so
i will change the subject

I need help. I si and have su thoughts all the time, i have a ED and a small drug habit not bad just ever now and then. I need help coping , i need ways to help stop doing what i am doing its soo hard. I just watched a movie where this girl cut and stuff so that didnt help at all but it was a good m...

Toxicbex wrote:I find sites like this help me. I'm a regular on some other forums for SI and they do help/supoprt me, and I help them as much as i can

Its helped me some i dunno i just havent posted much!
i try to help others to but i am afried i will fuck up there lifes some more...

I would feel bad to
I understand you were saving her life and all
its just rough!!! Dont beat yourself up to bad!!
Meghan

i never really understood why i si'd one day it seemed that i thought it would make me feel better and it did and now thats one of the only ways i seem to be able to cope with things u have tryed many things to stop but its very hard My friend from my school has stopped for like 4 months now and is...

Thanks everyone for the advice and stuff
its just so hard i know that sounds like whining but i dunno
my friend amanda is doing so well she has stoped si and is getting help
but i cant do that i guess im not strong enough
Meghan

I need so advice
i dont know what to do
i feel so alone
but i guess im not
i seem more out there then normal
Just need help coping i guess