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you know why they don't protest? It's because you're a controlling bitch. You're a bitch who thinks you know everything and that you're always right. Oh, and by the way, making a mistake like that, is not a mistake of learning... it's not knowing your choreography. You remind me of HER, that monster...

I try because of my little brother. I try because people look up to me. I try because I want to be the "older sister" I didn't have. I try becase one day, I'm going to reach my dreams. I try so that one day I can share my story, and bring hope. I try so that my past, my father, and her will have no ...

It really hurts, to feel you walk away without ever saying. You act like we're just fine, than talk with her about what I've done wrong. You make little comments that really do hurt, and you two are ganging up on me, making me feel excluded and not good enough. I don't even know why anymore. I lost ...

•Have you taken care of your physical wounds? If not, go do that now. We'll wait. Yes, as best as I can. •What had happened just before? I was texted by a bunch of friends who needed my help, and yelled at by my mom for my grades. I went upstairs, and started crying. •What were you thinking and fee...

*sigh* I miss you. One week ago, we were best friends, now we don't even look at each other. I'm scared that this is how it will always be, and that you don't even miss me. I'm scared that all my friendships will be like this. I'm paranoid to trust, and something tells me it's more to do with her th...

I do this all the time. My characters have probably saved my life a few times. Anything I want to do to myself, I do to my characters or have them do it to themselves. I have one character who exhibits eating behaviors related to E.D.N.O.S. Another who self-harms. Another who is abused by her father...

* My best friends - they are all hurt when I SI, and some of them have even self-harmed because of me. * My crush - she doesn't know I like her, but she's one of my best friends and my crush on her gives me even more reason not to disappoint her. * My future children - they shouldn't have a mother (...

My dissociation is minor compared to yours but like you I was told it's a good "defense" mechanism and I shouldn't fight it completely. There are some things that have helped me: * I've told my friends to watch me during school - they know that if I start to dissociated, a slap on the cheek or a rou...

My close friend has had a very similar situation happen. Did you have any stressing things happen before your flashbacks and other symptoms started pressing in again? My friend had just moved houses and it made her symptoms get worse. She also tends to have worse flashbacks, nightmares, etc around t...

Last time I wanted to SI, I didn't because... one of my best friends made me promise to throw my blades away and I did. She also made me promise not to cut, and the last time I did, she found out and got really angry at me in the bookstore and it really scared me, so I don't want that to happen again.

I try for my best friends. I try for the promises I've made them. I try to give someone else hope. I try to show someone else that they can do it too. I try because I may just give someone their reason to go on. I try because it could save someone's life. I try because me trying has already saved so...

What is your secret? So many. The biggest one being that I'm bisexual. Why is it a secret? I have been raised in a religious home, with all religious, homophobic family members- distant, and close. Many of my friends have also been raised to believe it's wrong. What are your feelings about this sec...