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Well, this would be embarrassing, but its anonymous so YAY to the online entity visade. B.U.S. kats, reading things here helped me out. I haven't cried while sober in 14 years, tongiht I was able to. May seem odd, but it really matters to me. I know it may not have a direct influence on my SI proble...

No matter how hard I work, It won't be enough now. I used to be such a failure, and now I'm not. Why can't you let the past DIE.

thanx, I still have this looming cloud surrounding the matter, but I figure that will clear after the first visit. I may just be worked up for no reason, it's just a huge step for me. This has only been occuring for about 2 years now, but since I've tried to control it on my own it seems to have mad...

So this is my first shot at therapy (well directly for SI) and I'm pretty freaked out. Haven't really had much help in prior therapy and haven't seen it help many either. Just looking for a refreshing "yo therapy really helps" type thing to alleviate some of my concerns. I dunno something to keep my...