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"Friend Of A Friend" Foo Fighters He needs a quiet room With a lock to keep him in It's just a quiet room And he's there He plays an old guitar With a coin found by the phone It was his friends guitar That he played He's never been in love But he knows just what love is He said nevermind And no-one ...

I want to drag you all down with me.

Dear X, I can't sleep. I just realized how guilty I am and how worried I am about you. I wish I had done things differently, and I wish I had been there for you. We aren't really as close anymore now, since I disappeared for a while. And I'm not entirely sure what, if anything, is wrong. I don't rea...

Bright Eyes - "Road to Joy" The sun came up with no conclusion Flowers sleeping in their beds This city's cemetery's humming I’m wide-awake, it’s morning I have my drugs, I have my woman They keep away my loneliness My parents have they have their religion But sleep in separate houses I read the bo...

Beautiful World -- Colin Hay My my my it’s a beautiful world I like swimming in the sea I like to go out beyond the white breakers Where a man can still be free (or a woman if you are one) I like swimming in the sea. My my my it’s a beautiful world I like drinking Irish tea With a little bit of lap...

I feel like your dirty little secret and this revolts me. Please acknowledge my existance in public or at least fuck me. (Actually, don't do the second one )

i am a very very horrible person.

...like i am standing on the fringes of life...

I am sad that I inadvertantly drive away so many of my friends and end up feeling alone all of the time

I am happy that I have (so far) managed to get through to January 1st without cutting myself

the second song on my soundtrack and the perfect new years eve song "A Long December" by Counting Crows A long December and there’s reason to believe Maybe this year will be better than the last I can’t remember the last thing you said as you were leavin’ Now the days go by so fast And it’s one more...

BUT I'M NOT HAVING A HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR

like closing the door to my room and having the entire world leave.
like everyone else but me is at a party that i wasn't invited to.
disgusting because part of me doesn't want to be at the party and i should want to.

I read your place. I cannot express how much better it made me feel because I'm not trying to stop either.

No Rain by Blind Melon XD All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin' the puddles gather rain And all I can do is just pour some tea for two And speak my point of view But it's not sane, It's not sane I just want some one to say to me I'll always be there when you wake Ya know I'd ...

Why do I need other people's approval so goddamn much?

And why the fuck am I crying?

*Polar Opposites* - Modest Mouse Polar opposites dont push away Its the same on the weekends as the rest of the days And I know I should go but Ill probably stay And thats all you can do about some things Im trying to drink away the part of the day That I cannot sleep away Two one eyed dogs, theyre...

I think I'm in relatively good shape
So why, as soon as I have to go to a soccer game, I get jittery and my body refuses to work?
Well, at least this is the last game I shall have to go to...

I feel so bad for not liking it too. Everyone else seems to.
I must be a freak

alone
mildly exhausted

I feel like I'm drifting away from my close friends K and G are not talking to me, and S lives on the wrong side of the world, so the time difference is too great. And even if it was not he would probably not talk to me. Maybe I have abandonment issues... but it is more likely that I am just really ...