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Dude. Try and understand it from my point of view. You come to school acting more like a clone of me than anything else, saying outloud everything I've been much too scared to say, but still keeping it together better than me (or so it seems). And then on top of that half the time you ignore me, hal...

... i usually do have MSN but my computer is being repared.... but if u still want to talk in a couple of days i'm all yours

Licentia Poetica wrote:you need to eat more. I know it's hard, I know an ED can control your life,

i'm glad school is letting up for a few weeks soon

licentia you are being so very helpful, thanks

is everything going OK with you?

yeah, i have the same sort of problem. i play soccer (although i'm planning on stopping after this season, it's getting way too difficult) and not only are the jerseys short-sleeved, but since i'm trying to eat less i'm having a hard time running especially in this heat without getting really really...

insecure happy from seeing afi jealous of the stupid girl who said that she was Billie Joe's cousin and knew Davey Havok. She was probably lying. OK, well, I am going to do my homework. Because tomorrow I might not have the change. And then I'm going to... erm... talk to people in BUS if anyone is l...

I should do my take-home history test. It would be sad if I got a bad grade on what was basically a free A because I didn't finish it. Meh. Someone should hit me with a cattle prod until I finish the damn test.

Mother dearest, is it possible for you to relax just enough for me to have a completely enjoyable time instead almost ruining it with countless threats and fights? It may come as a shock, but even in the 21st century the world is still disorganized and unreliable and you can't plan every detail in a...

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Anyone know how to concentrate on things..i seem to not be able to do anything..it goes through one ear and out the other My best strategy is to actually not try to concentrate. I distract myself with something while kind of trying to pay a little attention and I actually take more in than I realiz...

sad, but in a happy way

"Creep" by Radiohead or "Dirty Business" by the Dresden Dolls

*cliche*

I want to tell everyone at school to fuck off or I'll slit my wrists. Then maybe they'll stop treating me like I'm one of those punching dolls that keep bouncing back and smiling.
I want to be able to come home and not have a nervous breakdown just from the pressure of pretending every day

i despise my school

i promised myself that i'd do better with coursework this year, but i haven't started off very well. i'm so wrecked from trying to be normal/cool every day that all i can do is come home and try not to cry, it seems.

I'm actually feeling pretty good for a change

SO. I am going to finish ALL of my hw assignments due tomorrow so I don't get into the nasty habit of slacking off like last year. I'm going to do ALL of them, and finish all of them, and not totally fuck them up

btw, sorry about the hug, i had missed your signature, would you like me to edit it out?

double post

I got my assigment(s) done as well

And I was social

I have no good advice, but I'm really sorry, some people are just insensitive f*cks.