bus

well, if you ever need to talk, i'm usually here o.0

it's really cool that a thread i started has survived this long! hopefully i didn't just jinx it though x.X

if i had to pick someone i admired the most, there's a good chance i'd pick you. so why are you ignoring me!!

invisible
unloved
fat
sick
tired
overwhelmed

nope, not alone

i wish i could help you

do you think connor oberst looks peculiarly like a goat?
would a passionate kiss between johnny depp and trent reznor
() make you happy?

i can go on like this for days....

well, the only helpful thing i have to say is that at least senior year is basically done after the first half. so in the spring you can just sit there and do nothing....

thanks jae

gah. i lose. i'm getting the worst grades of my entire life x.X

have you seen Harold & Maude?

el: do you own the shoes in the picture for your place?

do you carve pumpkins for halloween?

would you buy combat boots?

what would your dream car be?

would you rather be a supermodel or a rockstar?

i am too easily upset
it's stupid

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I CAN'T DO THIS!

I feel weak and pathetic and needy and still a little bit SU

I am going to forget about school for the moment and concentrate on making myself happy- especially because tomorrow is friday and I have practically no classes!

weak
pathetic
despondant
bored
tired

melting_snow: does taking a mental health break count as dropping out? some colleges will hold your space there i think. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i've just been having a horrible time at school, every day i get a little bit closer to doi...

yes. hopefully your brain shall get better soon.

thank you for all of the replies

depressed
SU
invisible

kind of very very very very shitty
but more apathetic now

OK. I've been doing a lot of research on body image disorders lately because I'm a geek like that, and a lot of what I've found applies to me because I have self-esteem issues and think I'm ugly and all that shit. And when I get to the bit on every site where they say people with body image disorder...

Hopeless
SU
Sad
Needy
Unloved

like even here on BUS people don't think i'm not happy all the time

I feel...
Despondant
Distracted
Vicious
and Romantic

(well, mostly just the first two o.0)

And I am going to... try not to binge and try to get some hw done. Even though there isn't really anything due tomorrow.