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Bring me flowers you prick !! I had your baby, i'm taking care of our home and i go out of my way to do nice things for you, bring me some fucking flowers !! I know i said when we started dating that i didn't need flowers, and i've put up with getting flowers once a year since then, but what the fuc...

I deserve better than what you're giving right now, but i'm too scared to tell you

Thanks it's actually a fun little game

I'm playing spamhunter at the moment, didn't know you only had to report each poster once, sorry for accidentally spamming the mods with spam-reports

oh, okey, thanks... nothing to do about that then

sooo... i installed greasemonkey a long time ago and that works fine, but then i installed the add-on that makes the quick-post-thingy appear... and it appeared but whenever i try to post with it nothing happens, and when i try going back to the forum it logs me off... so i have to log in again and ...

yayness for the thread :D i'm home by myself too a lot, so here's what i do (i should tell you that i'm OCD, so a lot of it will probably be kinda wierd) Cleaning: (i love cleaning the untraditional stuff, it's much more gratifying) - cooker hood - oven - dusting the top of the doors and doorframes ...

i actually said something clever about the assignment we were doing...

and i finished all the questions on my final this friday and i think i might have passed it

even though i didn't tell him, i'm still worried i might not be able to have kids... my doctor said my chances of carrying through were very slim, but i can't make myself tell him... his expression when he talks about having children is too precious to me, i can't ruin that for him...

Honey, i'd love to travel in the future, i'd follow you to africa if that's where work takes you, but please don't go studying abroad too, or take an internship... you say you want kids before you're done with lawschool, well, i'm not having them with you if you're not going to be around... i don't ...

confused... anxious... panicky... scared...

A: i so want to share all of this with you, but it's so hard... i can hardly explain how i feel... i'm miserable... i'm anxious, panicky... and i want to tell you why... but i can't... i'm sorry ! I do really love you!

i wish i was more sick so that i could quit lawschool and be IP for a while... have peace to get better without having to struggle with school as well...
i've never had to struggle like this with school-work... and it's not even because i'm finding the subjects tough... i just can't do it...

you're wonderful and i don't even deserve your love... thank you! i'm sorry i'm in such a bad place right now... i'll try not to bother you too much with the details...

urgy urgy urgy !! super urgy...

A : thank you thank you thank you honey... you don't know what it means to me that you said that!! i was so anxious you were only in it for the physical-ness so hearing you say that even without that it wouldn't change anything for you was the best thing you could've possibly said at that time ! i t...

freaked out, scared, guilty and anxious...

A: i know you said i could always call or text you... i know you want to be there for me always... i know i should tell you about these things... but i can't... i'm sorry but i just don't trust that you'd still be here if i told you... you're great, sweet, caring and all... but i just can't really t...

^^ those are such good goals both of them !!



update on the book: it's now 12.000 words... the last 1.000 words were real hard to write, but i got it all out and it seems ok...

keep setting goals to make a difference!

you're really not stupid for not realising it, but i understand that you might feel like that... i did too... it took me 11 years to figure out that i was abused by a girl from my class... it's a terrifying thing when you realise it all of the sudden, but i think you should be so proud that you told...