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I HATE fucking school, I have SO MUCH fucking work to do, I have to write essays AGAIN if I dont get a fucking high grade - NO ONE ELSE HAS TO! Everyone is fucking brushing my shit under the rug again, trying to act like it isnt FUCKING there... I cant see my girlfriend out of school because my FUCK...

Do you use coping methods (healthy ones... ) in combination or just on their own? On their own I guess... I haven't really thought about it... Yeah, on their own. Except that I nearly always have music on in the background.. Name something that helps you to cope beginning with the letter 'A'. Alcoh...

Yeah, I go through phases, I can spend weeks - months - away, and thendepression will hit and I'll jus need comfort. Even when Im not active, its good to know that my account is always here, and so is the site, whenever I need to come on.

Oh, hell, I used to have these sunglasses that I would never take off at one point, to to hide the fact that I had been. I hate people seeing me even after, so *shrug* Then I sat on them and broke them, and Ive never had the heart to get some new ones. Im slightly more restrained now anyway... Most ...

Yeah... I can brush off jokes when Im in an ok mood, and sometimes I make light jokes about it myself - some times I dont want to dwell on the seriousness of it.. But a few weeks ago, me and my mates were being annoyed but these younger kids, who wouldnt leave us alone. One of my friends had a long ...

Ive never had an abusinve family.. But I hate crying in front of people... Lately its happening so much, when im at school and i cant do any thing else, but i dont let people see... i tend to run away, or just turn away... I dont know.. I feel that its weak, even though i know its not... I always ap...