Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by strider 151 » Sun Mar 07, 2010 10:28 am

thanks to you im scared to go to church for the first time in 2 years
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Mar 08, 2010 10:05 pm

i hope your fucking happy why did you say those things????? now all through the day i think about you and what we had together and it hurts. you couldn't keep your mouth shut could you???? well you have messed me up again, congradulations! just when i was getting over you aswell. you keep hurting me, LEAVE ME ALONE, GET OUT OF MY HEAD AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by amyfairy » Mon Mar 08, 2010 10:10 pm

stop attacking me... i will retreat even further away from you. making me feel guilty and like i'm acting naughty isn't going to help.
and.... seriously? wtf?

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Mar 08, 2010 11:14 pm

nope, still dont miss you so dont bother asking.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Mar 09, 2010 1:57 pm

I will try to make up for everything I put you through if you come over right now and stroke my hair while I fall asleep.
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Post by chickenbug2 » Tue Mar 09, 2010 5:07 pm

i am so angry with you both. how could you do this and then lie to me? haven't i always been honest? even when it was the hardest thing i've ever done? i hate you for breaking my heart.
"And I have known the eyes already, known them all-
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?"
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Mar 09, 2010 10:31 pm

i wish i could make you proud of me.
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


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Post by Beasty » Wed Mar 10, 2010 7:59 am

DM: .... goddammit. Seriously.
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Post by calypso » Wed Mar 10, 2010 2:07 pm

I feel like i'm in a bubble. Nothing is okay, but I'm happy to just sit and watch while I fuck everything up that I've worked so hard on.

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Post by strider 151 » Wed Mar 10, 2010 5:46 pm

i wish i could go back and remember, because then you wouldn't have said those things and i could move on...
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Post by calypso » Thu Mar 11, 2010 1:11 pm

My mind is losing it again. SIing and losing weight feels like it will improve things but it isn't, it's just getting more unbearable. I don't know what to do :(

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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:37 pm

i cant think about anything other than u, even when i'm with E, even when i'm happy or really really low. i'm sick of it, get out of my head or i am going to have to do something radical
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:38 pm

look after yourself hun... :lblstar:
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


xx Kitti xx


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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:39 pm

how can i when hes in my head all the time? :star:
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:44 pm

because God will help..
because he isnt worth it.
cos hes hurting you..... even if its unintentional.
cos i need my kimmi bac :oops: :(
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


xx Kitti xx


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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 11, 2010 9:46 pm

i'm sorry kitti, i am doing my best :-? i'm always here for you no matter what though :1soothe: :1soothe: :heart:
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:03 pm

i dont wanna push you into doing something your not up to.

:blueheart: i just care bout you so much
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."


xx Kitti xx


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Post by strider 151 » Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:12 pm

i care about u 2 hun, you mean the world to me. i'm fine honestly, im sure this is just a temporary phase, i mean, how long can this last? :) this too shall pass
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by WishIKnew » Fri Mar 12, 2010 3:25 pm

I'm tired of fighting. I wish you would look behind the mask ... I'm afraid of letting go, if you do.
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Post by amyfairy » Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:10 pm

thankgod for rice cakes!

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