who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Sat Mar 14, 2009 9:13 pm

i am...
waiting
stupid
i am not...
feeling well
i feel...
restless
i want...
to meet
i need...
to see him
i have...
no idea what to do right now
i love...
-
i hate...
myself for being so weak

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Mar 15, 2009 10:59 am

i am...
Amanda. I am trying as hard as I can. I am reaching out for help. I am. I am.

i am not...
A hurtful person. I am not always wrong. I am not going to take this... for much longer.

i feel...
like I cried so long & hard I'm a calm empty

i want...
my bf to be clean. for him to stop using. for us to get through this. I want to sleep & never wake up.

i need...
to just keep going & not stop for anything.

i have...
really amazing friends.

i love...
them. my sister. & my boyfriend.

i hate...
what my boyfriend does to me.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Wed Mar 18, 2009 2:27 pm

i am...
anxious
empty
fat
tired
i am not...
well
i feel...
a hole in my stomach
i want...
him to come back and be nice
to stay home today
i need...
love
i have...
to move over now
to realize that nothing will change
hope
i love...
-
i hate...
feeling like this

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Post by pelagic » Mon Mar 23, 2009 10:19 am

I am... rather awake, regardless of the time

I am not... a current self harmer (and planning to keep it that way)

I feel... Remorse... Sorrow... a heavy sadness... a needy feeling, feel guilty, almost... my heart hurts.

I want... to sleep. Preferably with someone there, so I could sleep easy and be with someone I trust. I want a hug. I want to curl up in a bunch of blanketson the couch on an early morning with chinese food and my favourite tv shows.

I need... to sleep, in order to get up for school tomorrow

I have... no fruit to snack on, there are only cookie sin my household and I don't need those.

I love... everyone else but me...

I hate... school. I hate waking up so early for it, I hate being there, I hate the people in it and I hate my teachers (well, not all of them) and I hate being stupid.

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Post by vampirelover » Mon Mar 23, 2009 12:36 pm

I am... fed up with hiding myself from people

i am not... straight

i feel... ill

i want... to stop the cycle

i need... to stop going back into my old habbits

i have... not been working

i love... my best mate

i hate... people who judge me
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Thu Mar 26, 2009 8:45 am

i am...
angry
i am not...
calm
i feel...
like hitting someone
i want...
to lie on the couch the whole day
i need...
someone
i have...
headache
i love...
-
i hate...
everybody

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Sun Mar 29, 2009 9:14 am

i am...
numb
stupid
a good person
i am not...
making the right decisions
i feel...
exhausted
i want...
a beautiful body
i need...
to get away from it all and everyone
i have...
so much to offer
i love...
-
i hate...
a lot of people

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sun Mar 29, 2009 9:43 pm

i am... complex

i am not... flat, single-minded, 2D

i feel... confusion

i want... peace of mind, unconditional love

i need... to fall in love

i have... no strength

i love... many different people in different ways

i hate... lack of clarity
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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Mar 29, 2009 10:00 pm

i am...
depressed
i am not...
coping well with my depression
i feel...
hopeless and scared
i want...
an easy way out of this
i need...
to not be alone for awhile
i have...
strong urges to SI
i love...
coffee and death metal
i hate...
being alive only because SU will hurt so many people who love me
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Fri Apr 03, 2009 1:33 pm

i am...
sad
i am not...
wanted
loved
i feel...
sadness
i want...
him to change his mind and come back
this evening to be good
to turn back time
i need...
to be kissed and hugged
i have...
no plans
i love...
-
i hate...
this feeling

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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Apr 04, 2009 3:37 am

i am...
depressed
angry
lonely
i am not...
coping well and able to keep myself very safe
taking care of myself
trying to fight with my depression anymore

i feel...
terrible
worthless
guilty
attention seeking
excessivly needy

i want...
to go away

i need...
to calm down somehow

i have...
problems dealing with everything right now
many fears of the future

i love...
my friends and brother and would hate to leave them

i hate...
depression
my eating disorder
constant thoughts of SU
not being able to function normally
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Post by BunRab » Sat Apr 04, 2009 3:34 pm

i am...
-small and insignificant in relation to the universe as a whole.

i am not...
-interested in what you're selling but rather what you're thinking.

i feel...
-tired
-vulnerable
-hurt
-disappointed
-too sceptical for my own good.

i want...

-to give up and stay in bed all day for a week.

i need...
-a change of scenery.

i have...
-unrealistic expectations.

i love...
-my boy, my batman tshirt, writing.

i hate...

-my inability to let go
-pineapple on pizza.
There is a light that never goes out...

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Post by Spidey » Sun Apr 05, 2009 5:10 am

i am...

angry
depressed
resentful

i am not...

happy
okay

i feel...

angry
betrayed

i want...

for this to end

i need...

for this to end
for something GOOD to happen

i have...

beer

i love...

my boys
my family

i hate...

nearly everything
my life
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Dandelion » Fri Apr 10, 2009 9:53 am

i am...
a coward
insecure
a weed

i am not...

brave
happy
valuable

i feel...
angry at myself
confused
frustrated

i want...

to say what I mean
to have self-esteem
to have social skills

i need...

to sleep
some time to think
some courage

i have...
no idea what to do
no idea what to say
no ability to convey my thoughts to others

i love...

my family
my friends
my books

i hate...
myself
insomnia
this feeling
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Post by ultimate starshine » Sat Apr 18, 2009 3:33 pm

i am...

alive
disgusting
fat
ugly
falure
good friend
hard worker

i am not...

worhty of help
going to ever be who i used to be
a top model
amazing
dead

i feel...

unwanted
unloved
horrible

i want...

him.

i need...

him.

i have...

no one.

i love...

him

i hate...

me - and everything about me.
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Post by zazie » Tue Apr 21, 2009 10:20 pm

i am...

Unhappy.
Disgusting.
Beneath contempt.

i am not...

Okay.
Honest.
Brave.

i feel...

Like shit.

i want...

To stop trying.
To give up.

i need...

To try harder.
To get a healthy dinner and go to the gym.
Some kind of psychiatric help.

i have...

No idea what to say here.
No motivation.

i love...

All of the incredibly sweet people I know who can be heartbreakingly kind.

i hate...

Myself.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Sat Apr 25, 2009 8:33 pm

i am...
sad
alone
lonely
i am not...
where I want to be
i feel...
headache
tiredness
i want...
someone to contact me
him to be normal and love me
to turn back time and stop it for a while
i need...
love
friends
my own place
i have...
nothing to do
i love...
-
i hate...
living here

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Post by nzgurl » Wed May 06, 2009 8:00 am

i am...
busy
lazy
irritated

i am not...
losing it

i feel...
disapointed
unwanted
scared

i want...
to sleep for a week
for her to care

i need...
to distance myself
to not get hurt

i have...
to fight the black cloud

i love...
her

i hate...
it all
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Post by DuchessN » Thu May 07, 2009 6:20 pm

*LA*
i am...
A wonderful person

i am not...
a bitch, terrifying, or unloving

i feel...
invisible

i want...
to really be seen for who I am

i need...
to pray more

i have...
some wonderful friends who love me

i love...
My family, spiritual and literal

i hate...
when people LIE!!

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Post by hedgepig » Thu May 07, 2009 11:06 pm

i am...
cynical,
sarcastic,
a workaholic,
escapist,
frightened,
avoidant,
a complete fraud,
a good actress.

i am not...
able to express how I feel very well

i feel...
empty

i want...
to be liked for who I really am

i need...
to be kinder to myself

i have...
not totally given up

i love...
the thought of being free

i hate...
people who use others weaknesses for their own gain.

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