Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by kalayla » Tue Sep 22, 2009 2:16 pm

I really really hat myself so so so much... but you don't want to hear that
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Tue Sep 22, 2009 2:54 pm

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Post by steady hands » Wed Sep 23, 2009 2:56 am

I want to be the girl that overcame it.

Not the girl with baggage and too many issues too handle.


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Post by stripysocks4christ » Wed Sep 23, 2009 8:41 pm

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i feel weak when i eat. like im not strong enough to starve myself. or even jsut diet. i give in to temptation too easily. it makes me feel horrible.
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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Sat Sep 26, 2009 6:24 pm

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i found a single-edge blade...i'm sorta excited about going back home so i can use it...but at least i have enough willpower not to use it at my gramma's...but i've never planned before...and the blade is so sharp...i can't wait to see how deep it goes and that scares me so fucking much...
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Post by Isis » Sun Sep 27, 2009 8:34 pm

i wish i told you something instead of being shy.i feel ugly so that's why i'm shy.i'm so angry and jealous.

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Post by vampirelover » Tue Sep 29, 2009 12:00 pm

im afraid what he did to me will ruin every relationship i ever have and makes me feel like meat to men thats why i call myself bisexual
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
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Post by Peege » Tue Sep 29, 2009 10:46 pm

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Post by amyfairy » Mon Oct 12, 2009 6:00 pm

this time last year I was binge-eating every night.
I'm soooo much better now. I still skip meals but I'm eating almost normally, kind of. Just tonight I ate too much and I feel really shit about myself. :(

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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Mon Oct 12, 2009 8:25 pm

i weight myself everyday now, and if i gain even a tiny bit, i don't eat that day.
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
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Post by Understand » Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:58 pm

I'm jealous of my Dad for starving himself completely for 14 days before being made to eat
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Oct 13, 2009 9:11 pm

I want to be honest..they don't want to hear the truth.
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Post by steady hands » Tue Oct 13, 2009 10:05 pm

I don't know if I can do this.

Why is this so fucking hard?

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Tue Oct 13, 2009 10:39 pm

i want to believe you, but nothing bad has ever happened to you. you dont know what you're talking about. I WANT TO MUCH TO HAVE THE SAME THOUGHTS ON THIS AS YOU DO.
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Post by steady hands » Mon Oct 26, 2009 7:12 am

I just want to fold in on myself.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Oct 29, 2009 12:05 am

I'm better off without you.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Post by elizabethpoe31 » Wed Nov 04, 2009 11:19 pm

I have dreams I can't just seem to forget.

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Wed Nov 04, 2009 11:46 pm

i want someone who isnt paid to listen to me.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Thu Nov 05, 2009 12:58 am

When my sister asked me today if I'd ever leave D if he cheated on me, I wanted to scream and shout that "yes, I would" but the thought of being on my own scares me too fucking much. I don't know if I could make it if I was ever on my own.
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Thu Nov 05, 2009 1:50 am

I hate people too much and I hate myself too much as well. Is there any reason for me to be loved? My figure it awful, my mindset is awful, I cannot make people happy without being selfish to myself? Why the god-damn hell should I be happy, I don't deserve it!

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