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Post by mephistopheles » Tue May 01, 2007 10:19 pm

On another board I'm a member of there's a thread where you can post everything which is currently annoying you. It doesn't matter what it is, how big small, life threatening or just plain irritating.

So, I thought I'd create a place for people to vent them. Usual rules apply obviously, no venting about members by name etc etc etc.

Erm, yes. So. Rant and rave people.

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Post by mephistopheles » Tue May 01, 2007 10:21 pm

Well, I figure I'll start:


:redstar: My boyfriend has evicted me without even speaking to me! He left before Easter and I haven't seen him since and all he does is send me a damned eviction notice! Not even a letter! *curses*

:redstar: I've lost the only hat that suits me...it's somewhere in this apartment and I have NO IDEA WHERE!
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Post by mywildrainbow » Tue May 01, 2007 10:44 pm

:evil: there's a girl in my DBT group who asks every week if i'll give her a ride home. every week i tell her no, but i make up excuses instead of just telling her that i'm not a damn taxi service like i should do. i don't know if i'm more annoyed/irritated with her for asking or myself for not being able to just say no and leave it at that. :evil:
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Tue May 01, 2007 11:20 pm

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Never to suffer would never to have been blessed.
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Post by mephistopheles » Wed May 02, 2007 8:25 pm

:argggh:

Because yeah. YEAH that was mature you absolute bastard! Oh so fucking mature to take whatever you could grab before you left.

GOD I HATE YOU

Except I'm mature.
So I shall seethe from a distance and steal your cat.
HAH.
How is it now?!
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Post by wish » Wed May 02, 2007 9:50 pm

so i said id video something for my sister and of course the only chanel on cable thats not working is the one fucking channel i want :evil:
and i pay for this fucking pissy useless service??they should sodding well pay me grrrr
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Post by steady hands » Thu May 03, 2007 3:42 am

i'm sick of you starting stupid fucking drama and then dragging me into it. I don't need you or your goddamn drama and never will. take your bullshit somewhere else.

you need to grow up and quit acting like you're six!!!!!!!


gah, FUCK YOU (AND MAYBE YOU SHOULD GO SHAVE YOUR FACE BECAUSE LAST TIME I CHECKED GIRLS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE MOUSTACHES!)



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Post by wish » Thu May 03, 2007 9:03 pm

the phone wont stop fucking ringing
LEAVE ME ALONE!
i swear im going to throw the bloody thing at the wall...... :x
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Post by 5th section » Thu May 03, 2007 9:07 pm

In the words of Mr. Chuckles YOU FUCKERS!!!!!
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Fri May 04, 2007 12:46 am

Why is it all so fucking hard?!?
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri May 04, 2007 1:49 am

Why do people have to be little bitches?! Thank God most of the bitches I hate are fucking seniors.. hurray for little things like that..

And why the hell can I not express the fact that people suck in general terms without naming names?! Jeez.. I say " I hate stupid people... " and you, the track coach tells me to calm down.. and you don't believe anything i fucking say anyways... so what the hell.. and you didnt blink at my mack truck comment.. and you my friend are not just the track coach, you're a damned psychologist.. what the hell.



Nice thread nick.. very nice...


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Post by mephistopheles » Sun May 06, 2007 10:47 pm

:argggh:

I HATE THIS FLAT! I can't walk around without the bloody cane.

The Union have ditched the decent vodka and replaced it with Vladivar *shudders*

And the cat is hiding under the bed so I had to crawl under there to feed it while it mocked me.

God in Heaven it's been the worst day EVER !

:evil: :argggh: :evil:
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Post by balletomane » Mon May 07, 2007 1:45 am

I had the worst Friday ever last week. When I got to the parking lot, the bus was just leaving. When I got out of my horrible exam, the bus was just leaving. When I got to the elevator it just left the ground floor. I got a C in a class that I really needed to get a B in.

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Post by handmade mute » Tue May 08, 2007 3:06 am

Why does my family have to pull this shit? What the fuck is their problem? I don't mind talking to relatives I don't even fucking remember, but really, if you're gonna tell me off for telling them something I shouldn't have, maybe, just maybe, it would be nice for you to let me know what I CAN tell them. But no, I'm a horrible person for asking for that. Wankers.

And if you tell me one more time to just breathe through my annoyance, or to let it roll off of me, I'll scream. Down the phone. Right in your damn ear.

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Post by mephistopheles » Wed May 09, 2007 1:34 pm

:argggh:

All I want is a text saying yes or no. I've put all my plans on hold. Tons of people have asked me to go out with them tonight, last week before exams, everyone's out and doing stuff. And I waited to see what you'd say. And I've had silence. SILENCE. For fuck's sake. Your phone better be dead bitch otherwise I'll castrate you myself.
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue May 15, 2007 3:06 pm

I didn't write the rules for tyhe board (not bus) and the person that did isn't around. He'll be back in two weeks. Until then all decisions for that forum are down to me. Which means I want to think about them carefully. There is a place to vote. Please just vote and be quiet. You don't need to tell me your in depth and abusive opinion via pm. You just need to vote and I will change things accordingly.

Why is democracy so difficult to undersand?!
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Post by cant-take-it » Tue May 15, 2007 11:46 pm

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you stupid bitch why the fuck is it you get some sort of radio wave into your head so whenever you see im depressed you need to make some fucking comment that makes me si. like announcing to the class that im an uninteresting person and that im always alone because i have no friends

fuck YOU you stupid skinny cow. incase you havent noticed, no-one likes you, and you piss everyone off except the twins, who are *badword* aswell anyway.

i swear on our last day i will have a horrible urge to kick your head in. but ill attmept to resist.

maybe.

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Is like a warm blanket I wrap around myself, like a friend I haven't seen in years,
I welcome you back in my life.
I let you in and you are so familiar. You are here to keep me warm and safe and sane, but I know that’s not the truth, those are your words, your lies for me to hold onto and find comfort in.
All I want to do is lie on the floor and stare into space, and you put your arms around me and say its ok, don't get up, you don't have to do anything anymore. You say the things I want to hear, I know you are the only one who understands that I am worthless, meaningless, that I am nothing.
You stroke my hair and face, and you say yes, it is that bad.
And it is never going to get any better.

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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Tue May 15, 2007 11:56 pm

Fuck! I can't take it anymore! I'm done! I don't want to do anything. I just want to give up and either be left alon or held by my bf. I want someone to care, someone to hear me, someone to see I'm hurting. I'm pissed that people get replies on deleted topics, yet me being SU is clearly not fucking important enough to warrant even one reply. I'm pissed that people think I'm okay. I'm pissed that I have to pretend to be okay. I'm pissed that I can't just end it.
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Post by Porcelain_Doll » Wed May 16, 2007 12:05 am

I can read what I want. You are not going to tell me I can't read somehting because it's depressing. I've read tons of other things that you never even asked about. You just don't want me to off myself because you'd feel bad.
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Post by Mistress » Wed May 16, 2007 1:04 am

I do not want to be responsible for myself, let alone my Boy. Fuck me, it's hard enough keeping my shit together without him constantly asking for stuff! WHy can no-one see I'm fragile,. I need to be just, left alone for a bit!
so here's us, on the raggedy edge...

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