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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Cuppy » Mon Mar 24, 2008 7:49 pm

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Post by Weetzie Bat » Thu Mar 27, 2008 7:14 pm

fuck you! I'm not taking my fucking pills and I dont care that fucking cut AGAIN!!! what more do you expect of me, really? dont fucking expect me to talk to you after you were a huge asshole and just fuck off!!

I dont care about consequences, i dont fucking care anymore!
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Post by calypso » Sun Mar 30, 2008 5:19 pm

I'M SO SICK OF BEING MADE TO FEEL INFERIOR AND PETTY. Fuck you. You hurt me every day.

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Post by PassingCloud » Fri Apr 04, 2008 1:01 pm

TRIGGER for self-hate and su.

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I Fucking Hate you! You stupid Fucking BItch! Why DO you Fucking TRust them?! THey'Re NOT going tO help YOU feel BEtter?! YOu can't BE trusted.
yOU're WOrthless. I HATE YOU! YOU sutpid bithc. you're so Worhtless. SO fucking WORlthess.
I can't Believe you'Re still here and TRygin!! Why DOn't YOU go away?!!!

YOU're ARE WOrthless.

Go and Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
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Post by Spidey » Fri Apr 04, 2008 11:30 pm

Go drink bleach. Go play in traffic.

You are the reason why there is evolution and natural selection.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Thu Apr 10, 2008 5:01 am

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Post by Spidey » Thu Apr 10, 2008 12:33 pm

You set me up. I don't know whether to fail, but you set me up. Quite possibly so you could feed your own internal ambitions about what I should do, say, or feel.

Only now are you realizing the consenquences of this to me. Consenquences that are very real, very dire.

If you say that this is for my own good, and that I should be able to do it, you might want to check with me first, and when I DON'T give you the answer you want, not blame it on me being lazy.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by fadingbutterfly » Thu Apr 10, 2008 3:44 pm

Fuck off and leave me alone.
I've stopped even listening to you now. Just stop.

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Post by mephistopheles » Thu Apr 10, 2008 9:40 pm

Aaaaaaaaaaaah shut up shut up shut up you weird creepy noises on the stairs that sound like people coming to get me, shut up I tell thee!
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Post by sunflowerwoman » Thu Apr 10, 2008 11:12 pm

right now i don't think that my therapist is caring
i'm i basically told her that Si could happen she said nothing and did nothing
in session last night. sometimes i think that it's just a waste of money and hog wash. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

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Post by calypso » Wed Apr 23, 2008 12:04 pm

You make me so fucking angry!

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Post by Blake 1 » Thu Apr 24, 2008 3:26 am

I want to have nothing to do with you! I don't ever want to see you again! I don't understand why you feel you have to be so much better than me all the time. I hate you. I hate you I hate you I hate you!
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Post by I'm.that.forgettable. » Thu Apr 24, 2008 3:57 am

I can't fucking breathe. Everytime life seems all right, something falls apart.....................................why can't I handle this?!?! but I NEED to.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Thu Apr 24, 2008 9:54 am

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Post by handmade mute » Thu Apr 24, 2008 1:33 pm

M, just back off and leave me be. I can't cope. Don't add pressure when I've already told you I'm too stressed about it all already.

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Post by Scatterbrain » Thu Apr 24, 2008 9:48 pm

R: I fucking live here too!! Goddamn it. The last two nights he has fucking been over and I just wanted to go to bed but I had to leave. Do you have your head so far up your ass that you cant see how depressed and sad I am? What the fuck. I'm done trying. I dont want to be here. You can go fuck yourself. I know its not your fault, you were an only child, you dont know how to share or whatever. But still. You could at least fucking thank me for leaving. You heard me bitch about how I feel sick and I'm tired and I'm homesick. You know I dont like to go home. So how the fuck can you not notice something is wrong? I'm so angry with you. I dont want to fuck talk to you or anything. Go to hell.

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Post by amyfairy » Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:55 pm

what's the point of five fucking weeks hard solid work,
when i'm still going to fail
cause my memory is CRAP.

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Post by the edge of the world » Mon Apr 28, 2008 8:42 am

YOU are an invader on OUR floor, in MY (and my old roommate's) room, and I'd really rather that you weren't here. But I will smile more... :) We are happy people who get along in happy ways.

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Post by treasure » Thu May 01, 2008 7:52 am

i wish *someone* would email me. i hate having internet and waiting for a reply. i need a reply today please? but i think the office closes at 5pm which is in 10min. did you not get my email? crap, how am i supposed to tell, since it didn't get returned?! they are probably not even reading emails, maybe they treat like the normal mail that they open every morning but ignore it the rest of the day. fuck :(
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Post by amyfairy » Thu May 01, 2008 3:49 pm

I'm fucked off that I've fucked up another exam,
and I can't just move on like anybody else would but I actually can't stand myself for it. What's the fucking point of trying to do well, it's not paying off. It's just not going to fucking plan and I can't control it. I'm so annoyed at myself, I just want to do well. Why is it impossible.

& stop telling me about it. I don't want to hear.

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