Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by ~bluehaze~ » Thu Mar 09, 2006 2:11 pm

Sad

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Post by pointeless » Thu Mar 09, 2006 2:22 pm

bloaty
Fraustrated by kinda strong willed
Like standing up for myself for once
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Post by ~bluehaze~ » Thu Mar 09, 2006 2:24 pm

Annoyed

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Post by maenad » Thu Mar 09, 2006 7:37 pm

Terrible but motivated to change
I can kill you with my brain...

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Post by Callisto » Fri Mar 10, 2006 12:48 am

fat
ugly
tired

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Post by Callisto » Fri Mar 10, 2006 1:14 am

Like a monster

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Post by flipflopfetish » Fri Mar 10, 2006 1:26 am

ditto secret_smile

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Post by green » Fri Mar 10, 2006 1:39 am

fat
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Mar 10, 2006 12:53 pm

so so incredibly insecure
so needy
scared
terrified
ill
stressed
like crumpling into a ball
like i desperately need a hug
like i'm falling apart
afraid
sad
failure :cry:
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And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by Callisto » Fri Mar 10, 2006 9:17 pm

fat
ugly
stupid
like a bitch
like i should just leave

like the worst thing imagineable

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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Mar 10, 2006 11:35 pm

a tiiiiny bit better
nervous
tired
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by xanemicroyaltyx » Fri Mar 10, 2006 11:57 pm

quiet
upset
alone
proud
suicidal

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Post by collide » Sat Mar 11, 2006 12:54 am

depressed
sad
tired
messed up

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Post by (*Haven*) » Sat Mar 11, 2006 1:01 am

Totally and completely lost....
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Post by Callisto » Sat Mar 11, 2006 7:17 pm

triggery
tired
sad
empty
hurting

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Mar 12, 2006 12:08 am

piggish and fat

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Post by Callisto » Sun Mar 12, 2006 12:14 am

fat
ugly
detestable
utterly alone
angry
triggery
SU

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Post by piglet » Sun Mar 12, 2006 12:29 am

Frightened that there is no future.
What if I have left it too late to work on the things that are coming up? I cannot see a future, for the first time in my life I have no idea of the path I will take. It leaves me wanting no path at all, and I know thats not good.
I have this vague awareness of how much is wrong. And it feels dreadful.
I know that the reality is that I am swapping one set of fucked up behaviours for a new set. Thats not progress.
I am becoming awareof how other people affect me, and I affect others. I don't want that. I want to not impact upon anyone. Small, smaller and smaller.
I feel frightened that there is no future. No point in the future.
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Post by wish » Sun Mar 12, 2006 3:37 pm

that i hate every1 near me
why should i f****n bother?
i dont need any1
just leave me the f*** alone

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Post by Green Beauty » Sun Mar 12, 2006 3:43 pm

Angry

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