bus

i got the drug talk over and done with

my mate signed in on msn so i talk to him instead

am... hungry

i am not... fat

i feel... bloated

i want... food

i need... food

i have... a stomach ache

i love... p and p

i hate...m and c

i know you love me and i love you to but will you stop worrying about me

I ate lunch

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why do i care about her she made me miserable
am i not cabable of hatred

i now i have no right to tell you who to be friends with
but him really he messed up my life

i fell asleep in front of the tv and then i woke up i had basically got through the night so i just went to beb

unwanted ]
unhappy
lonely
fed up
triggered

im holding of for 15 min

fat
lonely
in need of a hug
sleepy

ate enough calories

triggered
so i will stay in company until a feel better or go to bed

i wanna cry myself to sleep but im too afraid of being caught

worthless so i will think about my good qualitys rather than the bad

wierd
hungry
alone

im scared my dad will abanded me if he finds out im gay

no tutorial today

friendsick