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by desperateforgrace
Fri Sep 30, 2016 5:25 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

I never thought I'd say this, but I miss you...so much. At the same time, I'm so upset that you never cared enough to say "Goodbye" to us. I have so many regrets about how everything worked out. Like I wish I had taken more time to get to know you better. I wish I wasn't so uncomfortable with talkin...
by desperateforgrace
Sat Aug 06, 2016 4:48 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 97615

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I really wish you treated me better, because I really like you and I don't know why.
by desperateforgrace
Wed Jun 15, 2016 3:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

*RELS triggs* I know you probably don't like me for whatever reason, but it's not OK to treat me like a piece of shit while you treat everyone else like royalty. It's not OK to leave me to do all the return carts and everything, while other people do special projects for you. You never talk to me ab...
by desperateforgrace
Sun May 01, 2016 5:24 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

*RELS triggs* D, I was so scared of and angry at you today, I honestly I didn't want to talk to or see you. I don't know how I was able to pray for you nice things before work today, but I did. But as God would have it, I was almost forced to talk to you and face you. You not only helped me with a c...
by desperateforgrace
Thu Apr 28, 2016 11:16 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

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by desperateforgrace
Tue Nov 03, 2015 12:09 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 69
Views: 36289

Re: What song describes how you're feeling?

Immortal-Evanescence, particularly these lyrics:

"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone, but though you're still with me, I've been alone all along!" :bawl:
by desperateforgrace
Tue Oct 13, 2015 2:58 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

People IRL ask: Why didn't you tell us how badly you felt?
My reply: (partly quoted from Ruth Fargo in Murder She Wrote-The Murder in the Electrical Cathedral from Season 2)- I did in a hundred little ways, but you were too busy to hear.
by desperateforgrace
Mon Nov 10, 2014 3:33 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

You make work almost unbearable. Why is it that when you tell me what to do and demean me and others it's ok, but when people tell you what to do you get all mad and stuff? You rarely help me with the 10,000 crates piling up and you talk to female customers sometimes at length. How the heck do you t...
by desperateforgrace
Sun Jun 01, 2014 12:36 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

No, I can't ask work to change my schedule just to suit you. Work is strict about decreasing availability. And frak you for saying I don't care about you. It's not that I don't care. It's just that I don't want to lose my only steady job since forever and want to be full time for once. Frak you for ...
by desperateforgrace
Thu Apr 24, 2014 2:30 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

You are the guy in my head described in the song "Everything You Want". Her too, except substitute "he" for "she".
by desperateforgrace
Tue Mar 19, 2013 3:41 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 80565

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

*rels triggs* PM, you are such an idiot! Why do you like to argue with atheists and others so much? I know you say you want to show them truth, but come on all they want to do is make you look foolish. I've read the posts. Just leave them alone! Show them love and grace once in awhile instead of alw...
by desperateforgrace
Sun Mar 03, 2013 11:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

You need to know that not everyone can appear to be happy and laugh all the time like you. I know you didn't mean it, but it seemed to me like you were judging depressed people by saying if you can't enjoy God' s gifts then you don't know God. Maybe it would be true if your whole life was like that....
by desperateforgrace
Wed Jun 06, 2012 4:28 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Why do you find ways to keep hurting me even though you aren't even there anymore? I want to love you as a good Christian should , but I can't.
by desperateforgrace
Fri May 18, 2012 9:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Hair pulling
Replies: 6
Views: 579

Re: Hair pulling

Azira, I too pull out my hair, though not on my head like most people with trich do, but elsewhere on my body. And I haven't really been successful at stopping yet, but maybe a way to reduce the hair pulling I've been told is to keep your hands busy with something other than the pulling (ie..do craf...
by desperateforgrace
Thu Jan 05, 2012 11:23 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

I am afraid of you. I can't be afraid of you. I am afraid that you will find out that i am on here, read my place, and kick me out of the church. I couldn't bear that. I can't bear it. I am sorry for the shit i say about you sometimes. You really are a good person, at least compared to other people ...
by desperateforgrace
Sun Nov 20, 2011 4:12 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 55382

Re: What song describes how you're feeling?

Maybe i'm afraid-Kerrie Roberts There's no way I can hide It's written on my face And all these complications now... Maybe I'm afraid To open up and let You in Behind the curtain Maybe I'm afraid Of the questions That I know You'd raise What I thought was certain Maybe I'm afraid Of the mess that it...
by desperateforgrace
Tue May 10, 2011 1:15 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Please don't betray me like in the dream. Please. Don't. My heart would be shattered in a million pieces if you did. Please don't be distant like the other person was because here I am hanging on to the ONLY pastor and pastor's wife that I actually trust. And here's hoping you wont ever break that ...
by desperateforgrace
Fri Apr 29, 2011 2:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

F: I wish i could trust you. I wish I could say more than just hi how r u? I wish I could get help to study God's word more effectively and that if i talked to you about having the problem of siing that you would understand me and try to help me. But I can't. I can't trust you because I know you cou...
by desperateforgrace
Sat Mar 19, 2011 9:39 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Replies: 651
Views: 30705

Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*

someone I know personally (NOT anyone on this board): *Lang trigs* I wish you would show more grace towards [unnamed celebrity pastor]instead of judging him. Damnit! You haven't even read his freakin' book yet! Whether or not he is a believer or not is not up to us to judge! How would YOU feel if so...
by desperateforgrace
Thu Mar 17, 2011 12:45 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 75235

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

MV and SV: I wish you would come back!!!!! I miss you already! PM: I am SICK of you always criticizing people without backing it up with your life! First you go off on people who do what my dad does for a living without so much as considering what they have to go through everyday! Then, you go off o...