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I ask to go do other stuff because when they play [song] it brings back body memories and it makes me want to scream and throw up

SMOKE YOU DICK

I MISS YOU

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I won't feel mired by expectation. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Bring: I guess I'll have fucked up 3.7 years. Probably a sense of relief and maybe failure or regret. Take away:...

It isnt good idea

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i never ever have an answer to this question. all i can ever really say is that it will feel better? like somehow it will get better? and like i don't have to live up to the expectation of being/staying clean what will hurting myself bring...

I find myself missing you terribly and I'm having a hard time getting past it. No matter how much I deny it I still do love you and I think I always will, because there is just a part of me that can't really let go. Watching the CL final when Sergio Ramos scored made me think of you and it made my h...

I am at the point where I no longer give a fuck, and I mean it. I really, seriously, could give 0 fucks right now about this place and it's bullshit. I am fixing to leave. Yes, you heard it here first, I am fixing to leave this bullshit behind and hey Mum, I don't give a fuck how much it pisses you ...

Madonna - I'll Remember

My suggestion is to have your sponsor come over and dispose of it for you. Pour it out, take it away, whatever gets it out of your space. It's not unheard of nor unacceptable for someone in AA/*A/other recovery fellowships to do this if asked/needed.

Sounds, to me, like you might be dissociating a bit? It's not uncommon to go on a kind of depressive "autopilot" when things get too rough.

I'm sorry. -- A million young poets Screamin' out their words To a world full of people Just livin' to be heard Future generations Ridin' on the highways that we built I hope they have a better understanding Check it out Goin' to work on Monday Check it out Got yourself a family Check it out All uti...

Even with your flair for the dramatic (seriously...that hashtag, yo), I don't envy the spot you are in. I actually feel really awful for you, because no person should have to deal with that kind of an issue. You're really lucky, though. Very. I went through the same thing that [Person] is and when i...

So, how is everyone doing?

You can't avoid your life. Do I need to hurt myself? Do I need to breathe? i don't know if i can make a coherent reply but i wanted to say how much feeling i can see in that quote, how i can imagine being there, that i have been there, and that i understand being numb is such a massive temptation. ...

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? Maybe if I SI the SU stuff will go away. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Bring: Mental peace, a feeling of being okay, feeling safe. Guilt, too, likely. Take away: My record long ...

Oh gosh, Spidey, I wasn't picking on any of you. YOU ALL ROCK!!!!!! I was just laughing at the fact that this thread about trying to reduce spammers had three spam messages, especially since it hadn't been posted on in awhile. It just highly amused me. Let me make that clear again: I WAS NOT DISSIN...

To be honest, there is only so much that we can do. No matter what we do, no matter how much we tighten the board up, spammers are going to get through any net we put up. As much as it sucks, that's the reality. All we can do is keep squashing them as they appear, and this is why the report button (...

I woke up to a heart attack No I'm just being dramatic It's this massive panic That's fueling my heart rate It's racing and I'm manic Have you ever had the feeling When you just don't wanna breath And you can't stand up without leaning And there's nothing to believe in Have you ever walked outside A...