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by Spidey
Thu Apr 25, 2019 3:13 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

I wonder what the fuck would happen if I had to work for the rest of the week/end I guarantee you wouldn't stand around and play the victim then, and you'd actually do something and not give into your BS learned helplessness. Wait...you'd blame me for something not working or happening, and try to f...
by Spidey
Thu Apr 11, 2019 5:57 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Kenmeri, before
Replies: 0
Views: 12156

Kenmeri, before

How will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It'll be a justification for why I am such a mess inside. It will be on the outside, how garbage and crazy it is inside. It will also make this dull headache that isnt really pain in my head but I know is something else stop. I'll have reli...
by Spidey
Thu Apr 04, 2019 8:21 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

I am just so done with you not checking shit or wanting to take full responsibility for shit and then freaking out - usually at me - when things do not go right. You are grown folk. You need to act like one. And when multiple people tell you that you must go through things with a fine tooth comb and...
by Spidey
Wed Mar 20, 2019 3:11 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

Dankeschön.

Even if you didn't understand The Log Song.

Dankeschön.

Thanks for making me feel slightly...human. And like it was okay to be...me.

💜😭
by Spidey
Mon Mar 04, 2019 5:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Just One Victory - Coping With Substance Abuse Problems
Replies: 225
Views: 49710

Re: Just One Victory - Coping With Substance Abuse Problems

It's been awhile since this thread was updated: How are YOU! (Old, new, whatever) doing now?
by Spidey
Tue Feb 26, 2019 6:18 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

I do not care that she is effectively being a rightfighter and a straight up bitch. What I do care about, however, is the way you treat me/us, and right now, you're doing a pretty horseshit job of it.
by Spidey
Mon Jan 21, 2019 5:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 96239

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

You're being tested. You don't know this, but you are. That invite...is your test. If you go, and how you act if you do go...that is your test.
by Spidey
Sun Nov 11, 2018 8:00 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: If you get a 500 error or blank page when you post/reply, read me!
Replies: 0
Views: 41338

If you get a 500 error or blank page when you post/reply, read me!

Hey everyone: Recently, the admins have become aware that many users are getting either a blank page or a 500 server error when they try to post a reply, or a topic. A 500 server error poses no issue to your device, or to your browser of choice . What it is, is that when you hit post or reply, for s...
by Spidey
Sun Nov 11, 2018 5:09 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Jem's B&A Thread
Replies: 10
Views: 10254

Re: Jem's B&A Thread

It sucks that you are "back" at the place where you feel like you need/had to to si, but in answering the questions and trying to do the best that you could, its progress.

Keep fighting.
by Spidey
Wed Oct 10, 2018 10:52 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Spidey before
Replies: 2
Views: 5578

Spidey before

How will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I feel trapped and imprisoned in my own life and I can't seem to change anything about it what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Bring: I'll have lost six years and probably a lot of guil...
by Spidey
Sun Sep 23, 2018 1:56 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Spidey's before
Replies: 2
Views: 5287

Re: Spidey's before

thank you. I've been posting a lot in my place, because that's the only place I feel really heard.
by Spidey
Fri Sep 21, 2018 9:13 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Spidey's before
Replies: 2
Views: 5287

Spidey's before

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I think it will stop hurting so much. I won't feel like everything is against me. I'll have some control over my pain. Over my feelings. Over something. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situa...
by Spidey
Wed Sep 19, 2018 9:17 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: Place locking?
Replies: 4
Views: 8217

Re: Place locking?

Done :)
by Spidey
Tue Sep 18, 2018 5:53 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: Place locking?
Replies: 4
Views: 8217

Re: Place locking?

Hey Kaleb :)

Your best bet is to PM the place mods when you want something done with your place, but don't worry about posting here, it's all good. :) :)

Anyway, I'll lock it for ya - just send me a link and I will make it so :)
by Spidey
Sun Sep 02, 2018 4:29 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

Oh, that's funny - you want to come over.

But when I needed you to come over, you prioritized being a fucking weeb over your best friend.

Go hug your big tittied anime waifu and fuck off.

I don't want to see you, yet.
by Spidey
Wed Aug 29, 2018 11:09 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 96239

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I wonder what you would say or think if I truly dedicated myself to this.

I am afraid to find out.
by Spidey
Fri Jun 29, 2018 4:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.7

I knew you were with me every time I asked Mom a question and the next song would be something quintessentially you. Or something you knew I would make fun of or love.

And I knew it was right when that song came on right before we left.

I miss you

I love you









Thank you
by Spidey
Sat May 26, 2018 12:32 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6
Replies: 299
Views: 79527

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

I am locking this topic and changing the topic name for Things Left Unsaid v7
by Spidey
Sat Apr 21, 2018 3:30 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.3

dude I get it

It's my life now
by Spidey
Thu Apr 05, 2018 9:07 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid v.7
Replies: 53
Views: 35802

Re: Things Left Unsaid v.3

They say to forgive you and move forward, that being angry with you means that you somehow win, but I refuse to let abuse apologists tell me how to feel.

So yes. I am still angry. I am still never going to forgive. I will never forget. Or we will. Because you split me.