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I ended up deciding that it was better to be cautious and mostly steer clear of him. After some small talk he wanted to meet up but it didn't seem worth it and thankfully our schedules conflicted. drug mention I used the other day with a friend after having more than one panic attack in a day. I spl...

:1hug: smud (if you want them) Someone I used to get high with contacted me randomly through social media today, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. We grew up together and were close friends but we eventually drifted apart after our relationship became solely about using together. I'm sober now, ...

I hope everyone is doing okay. :redstar: I haven't smoked a cigarette in 8 months. I've been clean from drugs for almost four. I drank a little over a week ago, but I'm not sure how I feel about it. It was a very limited quantity in a social setting. Part of me feels like it was "okay" for me to do,...

thank you, jamas.

I agree with a lot of the other suggestions. Exposure therapy is difficult, but finding small things to help alleviate my anxiety in tiny bits helps me get through situations a little easier. One thing that helps me during the situation is to have something sort of to diffuse my anxiety a little bit...

any tips for sober living in a not sober place? I am going to school away from home right now, and there are seriously drugs everywhere, and I'm trying to kind of get away from that. (I don't want to seriously get back into using.) :grystar: gretchen. Hi Gretchen, I hope you're in a better place no...

tigers jaw - the sun Pushing me away because you feel that I’m all the same Nothing that I do ever seems to make a change Pushing me away because you feel that I’m all the same Pushing me away because you’re pushing me away It’s early and bright out The sun swallowed me I’m glad that you’re here wit...

I wish it is not what I am afraid it is.

FUCK

did that seriously just happen?
could it have been something worse? honestly?

shit

weak knees, f- your sympathy i'll be my own best friend she prays as the radio plays "i see a bad moon rising.." again foretold, she lives on hold what is she trying to save me from? blindspot in the adjacent lot waiting for my time to come i won't wait in this line i've got nothing left in me my we...

**poss drugs - no si Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. so instead of beating yourself up, take action. have you taken care of your physical wo...

I can't decide that it is a good thing or a bad thing that I ran out of drugs.

I am so fucking sick of your elitist, racist, ableist bullshit. I'm the one that's being too sensitive? Seriously? Do you really not realize how fucked up that is? Do you really not see the damage that you are causing? I know that it's easier to ignore all of that, but I seriously never thought tha...

don't give up on yourself.
don't give up on yourself.

you deserve so much better than this.
you deserve so much better than this.
you deserve so much better than this.


you are worth it.

FUCK YOU DISHWASHER

IF I WERE YOU I WOULD BREAK ON YOU RIGHT WHEN YOU NEEDED ME TOO

someone still loves you boris yeltsin - I am warm and powerful. We've got amnesia from the slightest problems you start shaking and you start talking takes more than working now to keep you from falling 'cause work is starting and things are falling I'm in a real good place to light out without leav...

I made a mix tape (yes, a cassette haha) for my mom to tell her I'm queer. I'm completely terrified. I'm afraid she'll never listen to it. Or that she will, and won't pay any attention to the songs, or just ignore them. I'm scared she'll look at me in a different way. Or that the things we used to d...