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i hjave cried so much today that my head is pounding. i dont think i have any tears left.

sometimes i wonder what an earth I am doing to myself.. but then others it feels justified, like I deserve it. no matter how hard I try, no matter how much i KNOW i should get out of bed and go to lectures, I struggle to do it, then wonder why I don't understand things. I want more than anything to ...

i would kill myself if I wasn't scared of failing and being disabled for the rest of my life.

i want someone who isnt paid to listen to me.

i want to believe you, but nothing bad has ever happened to you. you dont know what you're talking about. I WANT TO MUCH TO HAVE THE SAME THOUGHTS ON THIS AS YOU DO.

i want to go home

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it won't, but i just was relief from this. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? im feeling intensly sad, and si'ing will take that away temporarily. i just feel so unhappy here :( i am...

i feel like im slipping very much back to what i used to be like; no coping mechanisms apart from those that involve self-destructing.







i'm not sure if i want to go to university anymore. i leave in 9 days and have never been so scared in my life.

thanks for your replies i only just remembered this thread!
I tried writing them a letter, but all I could say was.... swear at them for makin my life like this. I thought I was over this. maybe it's something I can focus on in my counselling.

i am getting really fucking mad as i think about the stuff that happened at school. i was bullied fairly badly from 11-15 and its making me reaaally mad to think about it, but i cant stop thinking about it. i've just been looking at some pictures on facebook and one of the people who bullied me was ...

is it broke? it says when i search that the term i am using cannot be found.

its unstretched

thank you muchly the dragon things have gone, but my page is still stretched on some posts how frustrating. oh wells. im sure its nothing i cant deal with

tanks for your help

a bit computer illiterate...


found the file, opened it in notepad, but when i try to save the edit it says it cannot create it and to make sure the file name and path are correct?!?!!

sorry to be such a pain, but how do i do that

i would prefer them to be little boxes with red crosses in.
cant put parental controls on. i use a laptop and i have the admin account on it so cant put parental controls on.
use windows vista and internet explorer. any suggestions?

pm sent to beautifulfacade

or whatever its called. i dont know how to word this right. a few members have a load of them dragons in their sig. its not so bad when they're eggs, but when they hatch it stretches the page, making it hard to read some posts. its kind of bugging me. is there anyting that can be done about this? sa...

bumpy bump. have been lookin for this for a while. i needed some positivity.

i'm not sure if things are getting bad again, or whether its the bitterly cold weather thats making me feel so sad.