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by Kaelyn
Sat Nov 14, 2009 8:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 60911

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

I just pretend. I pretend I'm fine again. I pretend I have a sense of what I want in future and am working on it.
But I'm not fine. I'm still in pain. I feel empty. cold. I can't see a future for myself. Don't even want to maybe. When will it end?
by Kaelyn
Mon Nov 10, 2008 1:22 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

stressed and anxious and not being able to concnetrate/focus which in turn makes me angry and even more stressed :-?
by Kaelyn
Wed Nov 05, 2008 5:47 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 29259

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA urgh. still haven't managed to get it of m...
by Kaelyn
Wed Oct 29, 2008 9:48 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

horribly restless
by Kaelyn
Sat Jul 12, 2008 6:12 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 44636

because I realised that I actually wanted to take care of myself (the wounds after SI) so I skipped the SI and went straight to taking care of myself by rubbing cream on my old scars.
by Kaelyn
Tue May 27, 2008 5:39 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: The *hoping* thread..
Replies: 257
Views: 12000

I hope I can get to a point where I am more stable (mentally)
by Kaelyn
Wed Apr 23, 2008 12:25 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

sleepy and stressed out about deadlines...
by Kaelyn
Sat Apr 05, 2008 11:25 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 136607

mum, stop interfering. i'm old enough to come up with solutions myself dammit.
by Kaelyn
Tue Mar 18, 2008 9:49 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

overwhelmed
broken
by Kaelyn
Fri Feb 22, 2008 2:20 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 29259

:argggh: :bad-words: :argggh:
by Kaelyn
Tue Feb 19, 2008 11:57 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

i feel tired. in need of some peace in my head.
by Kaelyn
Wed Nov 21, 2007 9:13 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 69850

I want to cry. but nothing is coming. not a single tear. :(
by Kaelyn
Mon Nov 12, 2007 3:52 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 60911

I fear that this time the eating/food issues are much worse than last time. I fear that I'm never going to be able to cope without a destructive (ED/SI/drugs) mechanism. And at the same time I'm angry at myself for being so "weak" - for not being able to cope in a healthy way all the time.
by Kaelyn
Sat Oct 27, 2007 10:22 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108315

anxious
by Kaelyn
Sat Oct 27, 2007 9:54 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 136607

ffing chi people, if you ever wake me up again at 4am I'm gonna call the flat caretaker to get you evicted :evil:
by Kaelyn
Sun Sep 30, 2007 9:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 60911

I feel disgusted about myself for eating the amounts of food a normal person is supposed to eat
by Kaelyn
Thu Aug 30, 2007 10:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: stupid little happy things
Replies: 595
Views: 55994

my cat baking himself in the sun
(lying upside down with a silly grin on his face)
(I swear he is grinning :tongue: )
by Kaelyn
Thu Aug 30, 2007 9:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 136607

Re: FAIL

I told you I ODed to calm down my head. but I didn't have the guts to say I also took drugs when the OD stopped working. I don't want all that shit written down in my file it looks bad enough already
by Kaelyn
Sun Aug 26, 2007 11:35 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Want to make a difference in the world? *possie*
Replies: 53
Views: 2900

I want to do something in suicide prevention/awareness. *looks at your sig* you're already helping people :D really good :star: edit: forgot to add I want to make a difference by finding a way to cure or help people with diseases that currently have no (good) therapy. By doing research (studying th...
by Kaelyn
Sun Aug 26, 2007 11:33 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The *hoping* thread..
Replies: 257
Views: 12000

I hope that I can learn to accept and love myself

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