bus

I didn't skip out of work early, even though it would've been easy and I was feeling really down.

*PMs okay*

I'm pretty sure I'm a lesbian.
I feel so immature because I'm 21 and I've never been in a real relationship.
I don't believe anyone will ever want to date me.
If anyone ever did want to date me, I'd assume they had an ulterior motive and I'd probably wreck the whole thing.

worthless, alone, and scared

Great work!

Good work balletomane!

Today I'm proud I talked to the managers at work about an order problem rather than just letting it eat at me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH STOP IGNORING ME!!! I MATTER TOO!!

Why did you do my work? The bags were supposed to go out Tuesday and I was supposed to be the one putting them out. So why the hell did you do it? That's just taking my work away from me. I need to work, I need money. And that is my job, not yours. If you do my work, it makes me feel useless, makes ...

J - stop talking down to me, I know I'm not incredibly competent at work, but you don't have to be such an ass about it. mom - stop acting so pissed off when I'm annoyed that you take days off work that're the same days I'm home. It's not because I hate you, I just need time to myself. dad - stop bi...

Name: Nae Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: reduce If so what is your motivation: fear of people finding out or getting an infection Favorite coping skills: listening to loud music, screaming, talking to myself Coping skills that work the least: eating Safe places you can go: none Iden...

:star: What motivates you to try a coping thing instead of si'ing? I get sick of seeing all the bandaids and such on me. And I am always worried about infections, or someone seeing them accidentally. :star: If you had to move twice to cope i.e. move your body, what would you do? I would move away fr...

I'm sick of letting a few certain people get me so upset that I do it. It didn't seem fair that I hurt myself because they made me feel like crap. So I just squeezed the crap out of my stress ball and listened to music for awhile.

I agree
I'm always happiest when I can work by a sunny window.

Sorry to hear that. My friends often don't have any time for me, and it can really get me down. Take care, and remember you're never really alone.

-I wish I had a reliable friend -I wish I could trust people -I wish I could be optimistic -I wish I could stop putting my self down -I wish I was pretty -I wish my stomach was flatter -I wish I had more time to sleep -I wish I could believe people when they say they care -I wish I had more confiden...

pidgeons all puffed up from the cold weather
hearing a good song on the radio
emoticons
chocolate

I hate being so alone