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i secretly really wish i could do something to improve BUS or help other people out on here more. But i dont think im worthy.

let yourself do something you really love. even if normally your sensible side tells you you shouldnt.

PMs ok i miss having a relationship with God or whatever it is thats out there. i wish my mum had had faith in me when i told her aged 11 i wanted to act and sing, rather than not letting me apply for performing arts schools because she thought i wasnt good enough to get in. I really hate my school ...

When i meditate it really helps me to have something to imagine. I dislike meditating when im following somebody else's instructions or when im just being there calm but not visualising. I have a really active and visual imagination so i just let it run wild when im meditating. Once you've learnt th...

I think its ok to not hide your scars... Except around small children who are too young to understand. I dont think its "wrong" to not hide new cuts. But i think its slightly insensitive because it can make people very uncomfortable. And i dont advise anyone to go around showing off scars on purpose...

*pms ok* when i was little i used to fantasise about having different characters from TV shows as my dad because i felt like i didnt have one. but i do. he stayed home to "look after me" yesterday. he came in every hour to offer me a drink then went away again. when i was not-so-little i used to bel...

Just put things in it that will distract you when you want to SI, and things that comfort you. Some people also choose to keep thier tools hidden in the bottom of their emergency box so that if they want thier tools they have to look through thier emergency box first but that can sometimes be counte...

my anti-si is love.

whether that means feeling loved by others
or reminding myself deep down that i should love myself and not hurt myself.

I wish i was likeable

I wish i was pretty

Okay.

waiting for it to end.

seeing a close friend and realising that I have one

I cant see them any more (including mine)!!

Mine has my favourite films, a big book of coping stuff, and stuff to make me feel better, a stuffed toy to cuddle, and various things to do like magazines to read or to make collages with and stuff like that. Also, I asked people to write me a letter to make me feel better and i wasnt allowed to re...

For me, survival is a human instinct, something we do because deep down, no matter how we feel, a part of us wants desperately to live and it will do anything to keep us alive. Coping is getting on with things, getting on with life, even when things are rough. It's taking a deep breath and dealing w...

AIM = AOL Instant Messenger

You are not my friends.

Friends dont exclude, friends dont ignore.
Friends dont let friends suffer in silence.
Friends care.

You dont care.
I wish i could show you how over you I am

I read, and i can relate.
If you ever want somebody to talk to, feel free to PM me.

Hi, sorry things with your boyfriend are not going so well. This is just my opinion, but i think you really need to talk to him about how you are feeling. After all, honesty is really really important in relationships and he can't reassure you or help you change the way you feel if you don't tell hi...

I think its a form of SI yes in that you're using it as a coping mechanism and to try to deal with your feelings. I used do things like that sometimes, i would dig my fingernails into my skin or pinch my skin or something like that. Do YOU think it counts as SI? If you classify it as SI, how do you ...

i have the same problem. I decided to buy myself a big blank book and write all that stuff down. So this summer thats my project- Im going to look through all the photo albums and ask my mum to help me remember some of it. Maybe you could try something similar?