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Generally when I was younger I used to write poetry or songs. Sometimes I still do. Phoning my partner helps too, just to hear his voice; he's been through the "Black Dog" before so he can talk me through an urge. Random YouTube videos or comedy things I'm subscribed to help distract me. **drug trig...

Oh man I am so glad I found this thread, and I'm so thankful you posted the link to that post :1love: I am fat. As a descriptor, I am fat. Overweight. That's my physical status. That's what the numbers say, that's what my shape says. Sometimes I feel ok about this, but a lot of the time I really, re...

My feelings of self-loathing would improve if I did something to make me feel good about my own body.
My feelings of inadequacy would improve if I listened more to the friends who supported me, and binned the ones that antagonise me.

Last time I wanted to and didn't... I didn't want to feel that low again. Something stopped me - I didn't want to throw all that away... that "normal" feeling I have.
Plus, I made a promise that I would make my late Grandad proud. I can't let him down.

as of yet, not got an anti-SI specifically apart from this website, but, get this... Within the next couple of years easy, I want "Bodies Under Seige" in script font tattoo'ed on my right arm (my SI spot). It's a powerful deterrant, seeing as so many people have helped me already :D so whenever I'd ...

kazeldya wrote: Right now, I WANT to because I'm so tired, but I'm trying to convince myself it's not worth it. Maybe I'll just go to sleep even though it's not even 9 pm.

*HUG* Sleep is good.

last time I wanted to SI and stopped myself... well the second last time that happened it was a couple of weeks before my prom, and I was wearing a black halterneck dress. With no sleeves whatsoever. And I didn't want everyone to see the scars. the last time I wanted to SI and didn't was because I c...