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Everyone is the fucking same.

You're a fucking hypocrite in everything you say and do. I needed last night and what happened. It made me feel so good and so amazing to be treated that way. I need you and want you more than anyone right now. I need more than you are giving me. You aren't helping what's going on. But whatever. Mak...

You're right. I still do.

Tell me if it's me.

I'm not the one. Someone else is.

I don't care. I just don't f-ing care. I could walk away from you right now and never look back. Yet, I know one day you'd come back. You always come back.

I feel like I should back off a bit.

Stop making every conversation about you and what I do to you. Obviously you don't get that a friendship works two ways.

I wonder if you want to cross it too.

I think that you're fooling yourself.

I'm glad that you understood what it could have done. I'm glad I had the strength to talk to you about it.

Because I knew that I was better and stronger than that.

I've made up my mind, but I'll still keep it up.

You still owe me for it. You talk about things you're buying and shit, but still, you won't do what you've promised for months.

But you never do.

I lied. I'm sorry. I had to.

It never occurred to me how much I let you control me.