bus

My Brother called me right out of the blue yesterday, was so nice! And I got to talk to my little nephews too...I miss them all so much!

more positive

Thank you Pinky!

depressed
triggery
worthless
hopeless
meaningless
tired

* how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? -feel better for a little while * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? -bring relief from SU feelings, take away alot of negative feelings * how do i want to feel about this in the lo...

hopeless, tired and a waste of life

I can't stand being around you because do you really love me, have you ever truly loved me? It's all so fake now, has it ever been real? It just hurts so much.

depressed
sad
hopeless
scared
a little urgy
guilty

hopeless
alone
messed up for good

I wish I could tell you all how I really feel, but I can't...

really depressed

just basically freaking out...

sad
better that I talked on the phone with T.
reashurred
comforted
scared
not as bad as when I was freaking out earlier

tired
eyes are opened
happy yet kinda down
a little scared
excited
hopeful