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I'm just about ready to give up on being alcohol and drug-free, with the exception of my occasional sleep-aid abuse. I used to be so set on being the straight-edge kid, the one with the unshakable morals who could party with her friends substance-free. And it's not that - I do have fun with my frie...

I have also noticed this since I often update my place at the same time of day, and it will load everything fine and then when I go to actually post, the site has gone down.

I don't know how to stop being manipulative.

I'm curious about the implementation of one of those captcha things...I know some of the other boards I post on use it for new members and the amount of spam they have is significantly less. I'm sure you guys have considered this though, just a thought. :) I appreciate all the work you put into gett...

Amanda Palmer - Ampersand I walk down my street at night the city lights are cold and violent I am comforted by the approaching sound of trucks and sirens even though the world’s so bad, these men rush out to help the dying and though I am no use to them I do my part by simply smiling the ghetto boy...

5 years. I'll be 23, closing in on 24. :o I will be finishing my 3rd year of vet school, because I'll have been accepted into the program on my first try. 8) I will have lots of tattoos with significant meaning to me, because I want my body to tell a story. I will still have my best friend and she w...

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I know I post here all the time

Hairline Fracture - Rise Against A sinking ship, an awkward kiss A chance to set things straight The kind of hurt that burns and burns Like fires we can't contain We hole up in a shelter made of bones and ice and there we'll wait So start again with steady hands This time nothing gets in our way Bu...

from Irrarysmete

If you weren't around, I would probably die. And that's not an exaggeration.

TiefAlemTib has posted tons of spam in place.

Overwhelmed but unmotivated, not a good combination...

Sometimes all I want is for you to hug me and hold me, but I'm too scared and awkward to ask.

how does your family fighting make you feel? you said you felt sad and flat before that so when did it actually start? what are the expectations you have for your friend? I definitely already felt sad and flat and I do have days where I just wake up feeling like that, and then when everyone is figh...

Anxious and worried.
Unmotivated.

I dragged myself out to the barn even though my foot really hurts, because I knew I would feel better if I got to see my favourite horse. And I rode really well, it was a good work-out and even though it hurt, it was worth it.

i am ...being productive with my homework. ...craving a bagel that I know is sitting in the plastic bag on the counter in the kitchen. ...awake and here, right now. i am not ...feeling like I need to SI again right now. ...talking to anyone. i feel ...lonely. i want ...my foot to get better so I can...

I got my entire lab report done and I hadn't even started it this morning, and I had so much trouble getting motivated. But now it's done!!

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It won't. I know I won't actually feel any better because lately I don't feel a whole lot better, even when I do SI. what will hurting myse...