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I need you to notice me and notice I'm not okay because I can't tell you right now but I need you to know.

I am not okay, and I am not happy, and I would like some attention and some help please. Can I escape to yours sooner rather than later? I could really use a hug. I am not happy at home I miss you and I miss having people like you. People here say different, meaner, things. I don't know how to recon...

if you could walk down the hall and talk to someone, cry with someone, what would they be doing/saying that helps? can you recreate any of that for yourself? That's a good question! Physical contact is a big one for me I think? I feel safer and grounded when I can be hugged, and I find it helps to ...

Before You Self-Harm Write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. Look at it. Ask yourself: How will this situation or feeling change if I hurt myself? The situation won't change beyond me having injuries. The feelings will probably subside, and my thoughts will stop swarming around in an e...

I turned down a fucking trip to one of the most beautiful parts of France to do that with you, my favourite country in the world with one of my best friends in the entire world for 2 glorious weeks, a trip that my family couldn't afford to do like that, a trip I won't get the chance to do myself for...

Thanks treasure, it's really appreciated! :bfly: I had a bit of a moment today where a post in PBH prompted me to think about the fact that I need to learn healthy coping mechanisms to replace the unhealthy ones I use, and that trying to stop the unhealthy ones is pointless until I have something wi...

Questions to Answer After A Slip Slips are chances to learn. You figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. So instead of beating yourself up, take action. Have you taken care of your physical wounds? If not, go do ...

bmw, I hope it's okay to call you that, I saw it in your sig... I coped, although I coped by hurting myself in the end. I'm not sure how ready or willing to change I am right now, in the past when I've done the "before" questions they've been more useful for me and I've been able to avoid hurting my...

Before You Self-Harm- Write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. Look at it. Ask yourself: How will this situation or feeling change if I hurt myself? I would feel a lot calmer, and I wouldn't have graphic images plaguing my head. I'd feel more in control and the voices in my head would a...

I'm proud of myself because I went out for a meal with friends last night, and I ate the entire thing, with a bit of encouragement from some lovely people!

Come back.

Why the fuck do you think I choose to help her out, and spend my time with her? Oh, yeah, the fact she sits and listens, holds me when I cries, has kept me alive, cares, gives me time, attention, help, and hugs... You've not chosen to do any of those in years. Oh, and her kids are gorgeous, and the...

I feel bad for getting annoyed, but it's so irritating. If you don't know the part, don't sing loud, it's pretty simple. When I'm not sure of it, I don't project my voice like that- when you, literally, sing an entire song on one note, it's hard- it prevents me from getting my part right, and throw...

That hurt.

It felt good, and I don't know whether it should've done.

I don't think I like you, not in that way. But at the same time, I wouldn't say no, and I do want our talking to go further than that. I pretend I'm happy to wait for a proper relationship, but, actually, I wouldn't say no to you...

Thank you Kiwi! I'm glad to hear it's pretty much definitely a coincidence! I've googled Annybelly before [some people at school twigged it was a nickname, and I wanted to check it couldn't lead them here if they googled it, as we sometimes do being silly in lessons and such!] so yes, I figured bus ...

Hello... :) When there are spammers on the board, I don't remember their names, because they're usually... random, to say the least. And because we have totally awesome mods and admins, they usually get splatted pretty quickly... [so thank you for that, big time!] But the past few days, I've had a l...

Thanks to the people who were involved in fixing it!

I'm really worried your Dad won't be okay.. but more than that, I'm worried what the implications of that would be, and I'm scared it means I'm selfish.