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That wasn't fair. At all. So you're allowed to get away with shit because you're sick but I still have to put the time and effort in. You're pathetic sometimes.

I would have said it back even though I couldn't feel it because you still know it. It doesn't matter how you feel in the moment, if you know something then you know something. Why couldn't you have just said it back? I'm scared. I'm scared I'll get hurt. Again. That you'll do the exact same thing. ...

MANIC!!!!

I can't keep doing this. I've had enough of these stupid nurses. All these stupid doctors. All these stupid people who are supposed to "help" you. They sure aren't getting anywhere because they're useless. The nurses don't really care, it's just a job to them. I don't matter to them. I don't know wh...

Exhausted, just beyond exhausted.
Angry & frustrated.
Despairing & hopeless.
Overwhelmed.
Insecure.
Cheated on by the people who are trained and fucking paid to help me.
Disrespected.
Helpless.

This list could go on forerver...

You fucking nurses can't even do your fucking jobs. This used to be a good hospital but I'm afraid it's just going downhill. And fast. You treat all us patients either like shit, have no clue what's going on or "pretend" to understand what we are going through. You're all full of bullshit half the t...

^^^ Thanks hun

Flat
Tired
Disinterested in everything and anything

Exhausted and in pain but hopeful.

Yuck/sick
Alone
Anxious
Despair
Hopeless

Why can't you treat me like you treat "little ness"? I'm grown up now, I'm no longer a child. I understand you might miss those days but they aren't coming back so treating me like you do and saying the little comments that you do isn't going to help either of us. Just accept that I'm an adult and y...

Hi! Welcome to BUS! I hope you will find this forum helpful in coping with your self harm/cutting. I definitely recommend the coping thread herebedragons suggested. It has some excellent resources and is a good starting place. One thing that's really helped me besides distraction, is what I call the...

I sometimes think everything would be okay if I could have a good cry and have/ask for a hug. Everything may not be magically okay after a good cry or a hug but it can go a long way to making you feel better about what's bothering you or going on in your life at the moment. I know that if I have a ...

You're a bitch. I hate you for just upping and leaving because things got too hard.

But....I miss you. So much. Both of you. This can't be the end. I miss you

Sad
Hopeless
Helpless
Despairing

You ungrateful woman. I spent three hundred dollars on that. I went to great lengths to get that money and you don't even to pretend that you like it. Actually it is rather more like you do a very poor job of pretending to like it. I thought you'd appreciate it because it was unique and different bu...

You weren't even going to say you love me. You're that angry? Just because I'm sick and wanted to end my life?

Why?! Just why couldn't it have fucking worked?!

Things are never going to get better so what's the point anymore?

i am ok... thank you for the hugs ness Glad you're okay :purpheart: >>> here's some more hugs anyway, just because :) :1hug: :1hug: :1hug: Right now I hate you. You don't understand, you just think you do. You think you know everything when in fact you don't. Right now I want to slap you. Maybe it ...