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I'm worried that I will never be able to keep my mental illness in check for more than a few months max. I have this habit of going in and out of the hospital so quickly.

Goodbye Lyrics Am I supposed to put my life on hold Because you don't know how to act And you don't know where your life is going Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying? Pardon me if I don't show it I don't care if I never see you again I'll be alright Take this final pie...

my feelings about my love life would improve if I just opened myself up more.

I am proud of myself today because I kept it together when I had to go into town with my ex and her new gf.

upset, like I could crawl into a hole and die.

I still love you even though I keep telling myself that I don't. I don't want to love you, I wish I could just hate you!

hurt
alone
stuck
stressed
urge-y
floating
angry
useless
not important
trivial
disgusting
ugly
unwanted
stupid

I am proud of myself today because I kept my appointments.

*cries, tears roll fast down my face, and I continue to a sob*

I really want to od and it is scaring me.

my feelings of depression and anxiety would improve if I learned to let the small stuff roll off my back. my SI feelings would improve if only I remember how much it hurt to get my last burn debridement. my suicidal feelings would improve if I remember how I have friends who love me no matter what. ...

Jesus Take The Wheel lyrics Songwriters: James, Brett; Lindsey, Hillary; Sampson, Gordie; She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati On a snow white Christmas Eve Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy With the baby in the backseat Fifty miles to go and she was running low On faith and g...

Ill
depressed
wanting an escape
thinking of things that I shouldn't think of

life would be so much easier if I would just disappear.

you torture me every day. I hate it, I need to get out of my head.

alone

seeing you with her makes me want to die inside.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I just want to feel like I matter in someone's life. I feel all alone.

sick

I think I may be addicted to pain killers