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To my sister: I know you have no internet at home now, and I know it's not your fault, but i HATE it. I need you more than you know.

Those physical ones were very interesting... I wonder if this was kind like what I did when I was little when I got stressed out and I would always start tapping my foot or twitching or something repetitively just to sort of prove to myself that I was there and could do something.

This is my question too. I think my biggest problem is learning to deal with the fact that I can't always be in control.

pretty wrote:The next good thing - the sun on my skin or a good meal or making someone laugh or anything.

This is exactly it for me.

I'm proud of myself today because I wrote that essay in English class instead of just sitting there angrily, even though I had no idea what to write.

my parents found out accidentally... my mother got mad and my dad just walked away. we talked about (sort of) twice and then pretended it didn't exist. They think i haven't hurt myself in almost two years. They only saw healed scars on my arms, so nowhere near the worst of it.