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Thanks for always being there for me. I'll be there for you any way that I can since you're seriously such an amazing friend. Thank you.

I don't deserve you, but you're amazing. Thanks for being here, and thank you for meeting me. I'm in love with you more each second I spend with you.

I don't know how to tell you this, but with you I don't feel like I need to plan for my own death in the near future.

I've never been so happy.

I am going to love the fuck out of you.

How much I feel for you scared the hell out of me.

Holy hell that was the best night of my life.

And so self-destructive that I cannot do that again.

It's almost unfair how in love I am with you. After 3 years we can rekindle what we had in ten minutes. I love you more deeply than I'll ever love anyone else. It's not even fair that anyone I am with will never hold a candle to you. But we'll never be together. And we both realize it's near tragedy...

Both of you don't want anything serious with me.
And I get scared when I want to tell you I do.
And I'm fucking so stupid for being okay with this.

I'm gonna screw this up.

What the hell am I doing?

Please please please forgive me and text me back. You're so awesome.

I'm too scared to tell you how I feel.

I'm so in love with you.

The fact that I know things are going to get better, if I'm willing to make changes in my life that I'm afraid of.

My heart feels so heavy watching you in pain. Emotionally and physically. I can't be around you when you're like this - it's only going to end badly for both of us.

B - I can't wait to see you tonight. I need you.

You're pretty fucking amazing. Let's not screw this up.

I'm going to end up completely fucking this up.

I hope you're not getting sick of me. But if you are, that's alright. ---- I want to go visit you, since you said it was okay, but I know it's too soon for both of us. I still love you and you're the greatest person in my life, but I'm too afraid of falling for you again and re-starting a disastrous...

Your mixed messages are going to make me stop coming over.