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It's midnight, need to sleep so I can get up at 7am for work, but cannot fall asleep... struggling with strong urges to si, not even sure which came first. how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will feel more relief, calm, and be able to sleep (or so I tell myself) what will ...

Shake it Out - Florence & the Machine Regrets collect like old friends Here to relive your darkest moments I can see no way, I can see no way And all of the ghouls come out to play And every demon wants his pound of flesh But I like to keep some things to myself I like to keep my issues strong It's ...

[*] how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It would provide a release that would flush away these intense emotions, the pain [*] if hurting myself seems like my best option right now, how long will the relief it brings last? what will i do then? I know it will onl last for the r...

In my veins by Andrew Belle Nothing goes as planned Everything will break People say goodbye In their own special way All that you can rely on And all that you could fake Will leave you in the morning Come find you in the day Oh, you’re in my veins, and I cannot get you out Oh, you’re all I taste, a...

Shattered by O.A.R In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town Another everything But it's always back to you Stumble out, in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah, I'm...

I am in this so much deeper than I think I am

how could you just walk away, again. just give up on me and walk out on us. you told me to be honest but then you left. twice. because of you I feel like I can't trust anyone ever again to love me and not leave.

I am still new to this board and not sure what to post sometimes but this is so pressing and I need to get it put because I feel like I could explode.I hate my body and a friend just made a comment that sent me over the edge emotionally. I am disgusted with myself and want to take it out on myself w...

• How will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? 1 - It will distract me from feeling so lonely, 2 – I really hate my body right now and hurting it is appealing, like punishing myself for looking this way • what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the...