bus

*cries*

i dont feel like trying to get better i know dont want to eat even more i suspect he broke up with me because he didnt want to here about my ed and i probably shouldnt have shared that with him it was just an online relationship but i liked him a lot and it still hurts and im frustrated with myself ...

im proud of myself for making it 2 days with out purging
i hope to make that 2+ days

What is your secret? im scared that noone will accept me, even more so if they find out i have problems Why is it a secret? im used to holding everything inside and im scared What are your feelings about this secret? i feel like im hiding myself each and every day Why are you telling this secret now...