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by Mind Explorer
Tue Dec 27, 2011 11:07 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: before
Replies: 0
Views: 541

before

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: I feel so tensed, feels like I'm going to snap or explode. I don't want to explode, somehow it feels safer to take it out on myself. At the same time I feel so tired, I can't concentrate on anything....
by Mind Explorer
Tue Mar 09, 2010 9:39 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: before
Replies: 1
Views: 162

before

size=18] Before You Self-Harm [/size] write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: I'm feeling bad because a situation at work made me feel like it's out of my league or control. Before I would turn to my mentor to talk about it, but she passed away. I feel like I d...
by Mind Explorer
Sun Jun 07, 2009 8:14 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 65051

I really, really, really want to SI now. I know I won't. I won't to go to sleep to forget it all, but I have to study for exams... Just have to sit it through I guess. I SI'ed a little bit yesterday, after several years without. And I don't want to tell my T about all of this, I really don't, but I ...
by Mind Explorer
Fri Apr 17, 2009 10:37 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: How to tell my parents?
Replies: 4
Views: 227

I don't have any tips or how to, since my own parents found out by seeing the cuts. I just wanted to tell you that I think you made a brave and good decision to tell your parents. I can relate to the fact of taking care of others and being aware of that and telling is a step, I think, towards taking...
by Mind Explorer
Tue Jan 27, 2009 8:00 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 65051

Everytime I speak out my mind, tell what I'm dealing with and take some (mental) space, I find myself attention sick.
by Mind Explorer
Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:41 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 65051

I feel like SI'ing. No one knows I haven't left it behind. I hate the looks they give when I tell about something I have it difficult with, that of compasion. It makes me feel like it is really something to worry about, at the same time I like it because it makes me feel like they care. I hate the w...
by Mind Explorer
Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:37 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 119250

like cutting, bruising, yelling and throwing everything out all at once. But I can't and I won't... I feel physically sick and so tentioned.
But at the same time I feel very supported and I know this will pass.