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Fat
Motivated
Tired

Tired
Anxious
Fat

Tired
Fat
Impatient

I knew it wouldn't help me in the end.

Name: Ally Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: Stop If so what is your motivation: My bf & not wanting scars. Favorite coping skills: Rubber band, drawing on myself with a red marker, cutting paper, music, writing. Coping skills that work the least: Don't know. Safe places you can go: Not...

Why can't you see it? I don't understand. I've given you so many hints. And still you just don't see it. It's a constant battle for me and I wish you understood. I secretly just wish I could tell you, I want you to support me and help me. But a part of me hopes you never do because then I'll never h...

tired
embarrassed
worried
confussed
fat
lost
unimportant

Embarassed
Tired
Anxious
Low

I didn't because I wanted to make it 6 weeks SI free and I couldn't handle the disappointment I would feel afterwards if I had gone threw with it.

Depressed
Fat
Anxious
Ashamed
Hopeless

anxious
motivated

anxious
worried
fat

excited
shy
happy
curious

excited & tired

I finished an essay that I've been putting off for a long time.

Sad
Relief
Blue
Anxious

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I want you to understand how hard this is for me, how much I'm struggling. How much effort it takes just surviving.

I wish I was thin.
I wish I didn't procrastinate.
I wish I didn't feel so invisible.
I wish Dee would email me back.
I wish he could understand.

Overwhelmed
Hurt
Sad
Anxious
Nervous
Like a Failure
Tired
Fat
Invisible
Worthless

Excitted
Anxious
Worried
Hopeful