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I've said this so many times before. Help me please. I'm going to go insane like this. But I need a little bit of guidance. A little signal to show you see me. A little signal to show you care. Cause I feel like I'm going insane, but no one can tell the difference. Which makes me question my percep...

You are the reason I'm still here. It was only 20 odd minutes? Of talking, nothing big, but it's helped me an immeasurable amount. You've helped me believe. I do deserve to be well. I am worth it. I can finally try and let myself get better. And that motivation is from no one else but you. And I ha...

Please don't go. I've got this awful feeling you'd both rather be rid of me. Please don't. You two are the only true friend's I've got left. But neither of you need me, but I need a friend *** Two faced. Make your mind up. Stop ditching me as soon as the others appear. I wouldn't do that to you. **...

I'm gonna see you soooon!!! :D:D And it scares me... going back scares me. I'm scared this winter will be like the last one, and this time, it'll be far more serious that it ever was. And this year will kill me with the stress regardless of my mental state. I'll see you soon. And maybe then you coul...

I really REALLY wish this could be my song. No matter how hard I try, this will never be my song. Better Alone - Melanie C I understand your point Of view letting me go But I thought you had more faith Everything I've done for you You made the mistakes and now you throw this in my face And I have w...

NO IRL *sigh* I was really looking forward to today, to what I thought it would entail, but those things didn't happen. I feel so many things, I feel like I'm deluding myself that anything would happen anyway, but, I'm still a bit crushed that it didn't. Don't get me wrong, I had good time with you...

I wish those lines didn't exist, and that things were different.

Creep - Radiohead When you were here before, Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel, Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so Fucking special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doin' here? I don't belong here I...

Look after G for me? Just look out for her. She needs it more than me. Though I wish I could be taken care of as well I miss EB so much. And I miss you, how you were there. Just... like a father. I want to go back. It was my home, cause I had a family there, that's all I need to be happy. My weird ...

I'm staring at a broken door, There's nothing left here anymore. My room is cold, It's making me insane. I've been waiting here so long, But the moment seems to have come, I see the dark clouds coming up again. Running through the monsoon Beyond the world, To the end of time, Where the rain won't h...

:star: Sleeping in on Weekends, and taking your time getting out of bed :star: Getting a new album of music :star: Those silly little moments that are too ridiculous to be repeated, and that are just 'you had to be there' moments :star: Cycling home, both with friends and by myself :star: Those real...

I hope you've done what you said you would
I hope EB goes well
I hope they don't react badly
I hope and pray I don't break when I'm there

Nervous about tomorrow and people's reactions...

You know what?
You are FREAKING AWESOME!!
If I could hug you right now I would, hopefully R will pass my reaction on
Honestly, you are just the best, better than the best
You're Fantastic and just... Wonderful.

THANK YOU

Breaking my own Heart - Duffy I rushed right in Just like a fool So struck down by you I didn't know what to do I started on Breaking my own heart Breaking my own heart Breaking my own heart Yeah, I was frozen By the pain I tried To reach out to you But I felt so ashamed Save me Somebody save me Fr...