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BANANA CAKE   1 1/4 cups sugar 1/2 cup butter 2 eggs 1 teaspoon baking soda 4 tablespoons sour cream 3/4 cup pecans or walnuts, chopped (optional) 1 cup banana, mashed 1 1/2 cups pastry or cake flour 1 teaspoon vanilla Cream butter and sugar, add eggs, beaten very lightly, and the baking soda, disso...

(((stressfullymarried))) **sits with you** it must be very hard having to manage everything ontop of your schooling. Its especially stressful during the holiday season and when checkbooks/credit cards/financial or personal identity papers are lost, it can certainly set one over the top...its easy to...

1) expanded CD collection and walkman
2) rollerblades...assumming that aliens dropped by my stranded island and paved some stretches of land
3) a library (can't really cope...just ignore everything and hide in my own world)
4) a lucious log cabin with a awesome porch
5) a kyack....if I sat around, i'd

stripin_hate......... as this is your first week SIing ever................. PLEASE PLEASE turn around and RUN....don't come down this road. You WANNA scar up the entirity of your body? Do you want to be stuck in the mental ward? Do you want to be looked at as if you're crazy? Do you want to struggl...

:star: it will eventually numb you out :star: it will become your primary coping mech...eventually if you're sad, you SI, if you're frusterated, you SI, if your too happy, you'll SI, if your bored, you'll SI etc :star: you're only 15....what about you're wedding day? do you really want to carry all ...

((huga))
I do hope it was just worry....
let us know how its going though!

I found that painting usually helps, unless I'm unable to express what I need to through it...it I'm not, I get more triggered....while poetry usually is a big NO NO for me...hence you won't catch me hanging around the expressions forum very often.

I hope you're doing well and that the decision that you make feels right...I noticed that you deleted your post...I wanted to say that I understand...and that I did read.
Peace.

how did the play go? Did the make up work?

why do victoms of other tings blame themselves??? Looking back on SA stuff...I'm comming to think that perhaps it really was my fault....that perhaps I was the evil one...that I was the abuser by not having done something differently...that I'm a load of shit. Maybe I am.

wait, you could have messed with the code? that's serious, no good. that shouldnt' be happening, ... pm deb? :star: prox. :star: [now it's overhead] yeah....I've done website building, and it was reminescent of messing with HTML...I didn't though....I was afraid of loosing my thread and back out of...

FREAKISHNESS of nature...ok, I pressed the back button and the actual code came up...I could have rewritten any it....not to mention my whole place thread could have been lost!!!!!!!!! Something NEEDS to be done...I bet that's why some posts have been lost.

thought it was just my puter as well...its been really bad last night, and again this afternoon....what's going on??? Did the RW forum fill up all the BUS memory??

Inner Child wrote:

Kaz wrote:Lol! I actually found it kind of frightening at first!!

*nods in agreement* me too!!!

*Ana* xXx

*says in deranged voice* welcome to bus *winks red eyes*...

good idea! As I'm new here (just joined) how does this work? IS there a list? Or are we just supposed to take note of the name of the newest person in and send them welcome PMs...??

oh and I sent one to got_pointe...she's cool, but is going to be gone of a few months...*sigh*

((forgottenJADED)) Its been a while sense sex-ed for me...I remember something like, the most lively sperms can survive about 3-5 days...so if you had sex 3-5 days before to after ovulating or something... I however think that you might just be overracting, as you had a major convo with your b/f bef...

I've found that the only way to get around this is to live through the urges w/o cutting....easier said then done, I *KNOW* cause...)(*)(#*_)(*@ right now.......but if its distraction you're looking for...... Target has these cute miniature puzzles that take only like 30 mins to complete....they're ...

Hmmmmmm....tis a hard one....I've had insomnia for years, but when I'm really really depressed, I sleep a LOT...(I try not to though, because then I know that I worry ppl, and I hate that)

:blush: I remember what that was like....honestly its really hard! I know when I made the reajustment back into feeling things I felt like I was going insane everything- thoughts and feelings- were hitting me so fast and hard, it felt like I was on a rollercoaster. * * * * * * SI trig-ishness * * *...

might want to do that with the chocolate in your box too