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Sick Puppies - "What Are you Looking For"

I walk the line of the disappointed
I celebrate when I'm in pain
My heart and mind can be disjointed
I built a bed in this hole of mine
I recognise that I am damaged
I sympathise that you are too

Hi there I know its rly simple but I've looked everywhere. And can't find where to change my password once I've logged in :( any ideas? Also do u know how to make a link to ur place (where ppl put their signatures) with just the title as the link, rather than the whole address, cos I've fiddled roun...

In a few sentences or less, say the first couple of things on your mind.

Pls warn for trigs

PS I hope I'm not repeating a thread here, and that it's in the right place...

I.E.

1. I'm super anxious
2. My tummy hurts
3. I wish u were there for me right now

i didn't want to hurt my bf. and i didn't want to feel like i'd failed

W - thinking of you < if ok

surprised. i suddenly realised i'd been sitting with SI urges for weeks and weeks and i haven't acted on it. cool. but now i'm thining about it, i feel urgy arg.

capricorn wrote:I just can't stand you.

And

Woah, you've gone downhill.

i'd just like to ditto this, for someone i know

i need you to be ok with me in crisis. ugh. i hate myself for wanting it but still. please can you not tell me how much i fuck up your life?

K - Please look after me. please understand that i am trying

^ beautiful lyrics :o Cut - Plumb (triggery!!!) I'm not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile flame aged Is misery And when our hearts meet I know you see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I'm tired of feeling so...

i wish there was too - and the SAFE thing ain't really that accessible sorry yr feelin that way pm if you need?

sore, hungry, desperate. i know what i want - and i know i shouldn't do it. but i don't know what i should do.

i don't fit in here. it's cold and empty even tho love is nearby. fuck.

will i lose control of this once i've reached my goal? if i do the rammifications could be far worse than i could want. anxious to the point of tears.

tnx - it's good to knoiw these places exist - but i think i'd struggle with the religious approach too - that's what i wonder about things like AA and NA - they depend on you believing in god - what if yr a staunch atheist - i'm not closed to someone changing my mind - but it seems to leave out a si...

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: desperation how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it won't but i DONT CARE!!! what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will ...

exhausted i can't let myself get anymore exhausted

:ylwstar: :pangel: tnx so much :) yr right - and thankfully the urge is passing; did manage to spk to tpist about it and feelin better about it. i really don't wanna have yet anpther issue and my fantasy world thinks that all i need to do is try once...dumbass what i are, but it's nice to dream; rea...

i've never taken drugs; never drank any alcohol despite being 22 and at uni known for heavy drinking. it's never been my thing. I SI instead; then a year ago i started messing with my eating. . i'm a massive control freak and i've always bn too scared to take anything that i can't stop my mind from ...

tnx love, means lots i'm k, did end up slipping but a day later, which is good for me tnx for caring

^ sorry hun

fragile, urgey (bug messy urgey)

write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: i can't focus on anything except the urge, and i have to work. how can i focus? how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i won't feel so desperate. i want to notice me. i want to cry. i am crying. cutti...

Sia - Breathe me

"help i have lost myself again
and i am nowhere to be found"