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by Chaocontrol6
Wed May 09, 2012 5:53 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before
Replies: 0
Views: 7789

Before

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It won't change the fact that I broke up with J so that I could be with a person that can care for me, that is there for me, and knows how ...
by Chaocontrol6
Tue Apr 24, 2012 1:18 am
Forum: before and after
Topic: Before.
Replies: 2
Views: 531

Re: Before.

Hello Starry, a massive hug for you taking the time to do these questions :1hug: Hope you don't mind me giving you a little something to think about that may help you through this process of what looks like mental torture, and finding no way out. Challenging bit It seems as though you are going thro...
by Chaocontrol6
Tue Apr 24, 2012 1:10 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: pandabear
Replies: 5
Views: 1614

Re: pandabear

That is somewhat unusual shootingstar51, When on the login screen and you enter an incorrect login, you will receive a message just above the login details saying the following: You have specified an incorrect password. Please check your password and try again. If you continue to have problems pleas...
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Apr 23, 2012 8:55 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: pandabear
Replies: 5
Views: 1614

Re: pandabear

Hi Shootingstar51, Although I personally am not able to do that, allow me to advise you the best I can. With regards to the Pandabear account, do you have access to the email that derives from that account? If that is the case, you should be able to use the "Forgot Password?" function that is below ...
by Chaocontrol6
Thu Apr 19, 2012 11:23 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 44634

Re: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

SI would undo all the outstanding progress that I have made in the last almost 4 years.

it would not only harm myself physically, but would also smash down the confidence other people had in me.
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Apr 16, 2012 8:07 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: The register
Replies: 3
Views: 5630

Re: The register

Is it worth sparking this up again so we are aware of which Mods are around? :)
by Chaocontrol6
Thu Apr 12, 2012 10:45 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Ask the Mods
Replies: 38
Views: 13456

Re: Ask the Mods

They are particularly...rainbow like XD I was used to the ones before hitting 7,000 posts, but then that struck and then I turned yellow and I was like "NOOOOO change me back" and then I went rainbow and I'm now a bit nostalgic :olol: But yes, liking them, I wanna use them all, pack everyone in and ...
by Chaocontrol6
Wed Apr 11, 2012 3:46 pm
Forum: before and after
Topic: Ask the Mods
Replies: 38
Views: 13456

Re: Ask the Mods

:wavey: Hello guys n gals! As a new moderator in training for this board, I wanted to highlight this topic up that you can now ask me anything too! Don't be shy now! Though very quickly to answer two of the old questions: 1. I can't cartwheel to save my life! :olol: 2. I don't have a special pillow ...
by Chaocontrol6
Wed Feb 29, 2012 9:47 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1346
Views: 73679

Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Please understand that I NEVER want to hurt you, genuinly. I sometimes remain quiet because I love you, always have done and always will do, that's never changing <3
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Jan 02, 2012 1:10 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Replies: 1089
Views: 121817

Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Lost.
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Aug 09, 2010 12:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*
Replies: 651
Views: 30037

Re: Rant, rave, rage and riot *la*

Getting so fed up of just trying to help and then making things worse. It's just dragging me down big style!!! I hate it!! (grrr)
by Chaocontrol6
Sun Jul 04, 2010 1:34 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 44634

Re: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

I am better than that, and my body has gone through enough torture without adding more to it. Better to let the emotions flow properly, I am learning that VERY slowly.

:cystar: Jason :cystar:
by Chaocontrol6
Sun Jul 04, 2010 1:32 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel... Version 3.0
Replies: 1089
Views: 121817

Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

I feel rather fed up of trying to put on the face for everyone.
I am hacked off for exposing my face and having it thrown back.
I feel very upset right now.
I feel like my head is going to explode from all this thinking.
I feel very tired.

I shall try some sleep now.

:cystar: Jason :cystar:
by Chaocontrol6
Thu Apr 08, 2010 7:59 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
Replies: 573
Views: 95661

Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!

I love my parents to bits, but I really hope they come round sooner or later with my "Being Gay" stuff. I'm sick to death of having to tip toe on eggshells. I just want to be 100% accepted again.
by Chaocontrol6
Thu Dec 10, 2009 7:38 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 136592

Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Okay you spamnuts in the IT room with me, it's a QUIET computing area. So...some tips for it okay: Put your phone on at least vibrate so you can feel you got a message or call rather than making noises everytime you get text messages. Also turn off the noises that are made everytime you push a fucki...
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Nov 16, 2009 9:36 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
Replies: 4409
Views: 108309

Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Numb
by Chaocontrol6
Thu Nov 05, 2009 1:50 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 60909

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

I hate people too much and I hate myself too much as well. Is there any reason for me to be loved? My figure it awful, my mindset is awful, I cannot make people happy without being selfish to myself? Why the god-damn hell should I be happy, I don't deserve it!

:bluestar: Jason :bluestar:
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Oct 12, 2009 5:43 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: The Worry Doll Thread
Replies: 412
Views: 17003

Re: The Worry Doll Thread

I'm worried about going out tonight, and how I'll look being an amateur at dance clubs.
by Chaocontrol6
Tue Sep 15, 2009 10:24 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Coping with misunderstanding..warning si
Replies: 4
Views: 566

Re: Coping with misunderstanding..warning si

I don't think you lie...I just feel there are times that telling the truth is inappropriate and so waiting is better. It's hard to say nothing sometimes, but it just has to be how it has to be =/

:bluestar: Jason :bluestar:
by Chaocontrol6
Mon Sep 14, 2009 11:42 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 60909

Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

Really hate society, and a lot of people I thought liked me for my positivity only know me now for the negativity.

Am I that shit a person?