bus

im worried i wont be able do this.

happy yet absolutly sht all at the same time

sick
alone
invisable

zzyzx rd - stone sour I don't know how else to put this. It's taken me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forget...

low... well lower then low.
el feels sad and su.

Hey, I wanna crawl out of my skin Apologize for all my sins All the things I should have said to you Hey, I can't make it go away Over and over in my brain again All the things I should have said to you [Chorus:] Counting stars wishing I was okay Crashing down was my biggest mistake I never ever eve...

im worried people have realised why i have so many scars
im worried that this feeling will last forever
im worried about going home.

im worried everything will go terribly wrong today

i wish i never had to see you again. it would make life easier

im worried im going to fail uni.
im worried that i wont get better
im worried that everytime something big happens around me im going to crash
im worried im not cut out for this

All these things I hate (revolve around me) - Bullet For My Valentine Once more I'll say goodbye to you Things happen, but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears I'm not feelin...

you fucking arse hole. i cant even say your name anymore. we let you come drink with us. and you fucking go along and do this? i mean WTF?? that is no way to treat anyone you consider a friend, or fucking anyone. no one deserves to be treated like that. i hope they fucking through your arse out of ...

tired and sick (but thats my own stupid mistake *rolls eyes*)

dont stop dancing - creed

especially...

"At times life's unfair
And you know it's plain to see
Hey God I know
I'm just a dot in this world
Have you forgot about me?"

i was thinking tonight about a lot of things. and i realised you would be proud of me for what i was doing. if only you were here... ______________________ i wish you knew how much you meant to me. without your support i woudlnt be here. yet i still treat you like shit. and i feel ashamed of it. ___...

i resisted any forms of si after someone mentioned stuff about my past and it really triggered me