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I would be grateful if anyone could look into this. :1love: I have been logged into bus on my laptop, but the machine itself hasn't been working properly lately so I wanted to log in using another computer we have. Sadly, it seems the password I have written down doesn't work. The link for retrievin...

Yay!

- Blackbirds singing
- Knowing you have ice cream in the freezer
- A sudden absence of spiders
- Realising you know the words to an old silly song
- It has been said a hundred times, but... COFFEE!

Thank you!

Just got two new private messages that look suspiciously like spam, I prefer not to open them. Sender a "DonaldPeest"

Hi treasure :1flwrs: Thank you so much for replying and coming up with constructive ideas. Yesterday, my mood took a 180 degree turn for whatever reason and all SI thoughts flew out the window. For now at least. The doctor situation is tricky, there is a general shortage of pdocs in Sweden, and for ...

More Before Questions To Answer Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Nothing externally stressful really. I did become a bit exhausted over christmas, not because there were any unpleasant arguments or anything like that, everything was nice, I just overstretched ...

WalkingStick - thank you :star: It's a good place to write your thoughts down, whether just for yourself or for input from other people. I have found that people here in general are caring and not judgemental. You don't have to write in any "perfect" form, you can just give it a try and see if any t...

i also do things because someone else wants or expects it and i find most of the time going along with that is helpful for me (because they don't have mental illness clouding their thoughts) but other times it is a good idea to interrupt the pattern and think for myself. it doesn't matter if my dec...

I'm a bit puzzled by myself... will put this here although I'm not in deep distress. how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? There is some kind of desire for the rush... I don't want to drink or eat chocolate or net shop. Certainly not talk to other people. My back really hurts w...

Hey Scarlett :) I don't know... like so often, the urge has been there on and off, day in and day out. Now I have some peace for a little while. On this particular occasion, I could simply have gone with the rest to the cinema, although I wasn't very interested in that movie and don't like the envir...

I'm not upset. This was just such a WTF moment. After: Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. so instead of beating yourself up, take action. have ...

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I think she is very cool. One part is probably that she has had different jobs, from a nurse in a GP office, to several years as a deacon (in the Swedish Lutheran church, they mainly do social work and support people in need), to working with people at the end of life in a hospice. It's like she can...

This thread was really useful today when I saw my pnurse, many important things to talk about. I haven't processed it, but some things became clearer and I feel more confident. I'm completely, completely exhausted now, but in a good way, like I got something for my effort. One session with my pnurse...

Just thinking out loud... if you can do that it writing. :wink: I have worked on it, but I'm still hypersensitive to being controlled. Got off to a good start with a rape in my early teens, then later something similar, and a number of years in a weirdo cult that actively teaches how to control and ...

My antidepressant has kicked in today (this one is rapid, I know from experience). I'm approaching normal again.

Hi treasure :1love: This doesn't make me look very good i really disagree. you called someone for help, you are taking more meds as prescribed, you are looking at possibilities of doing therapy. you are being open here about how things are falling down after you've kept yourself going for a long tim...

Debating with myself whether I should even post here. It seems arrogant somehow, when I'm not regretful. But whatever. Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run ...

. but our life history is never totally eradicated, is it? I can feel like others own me and I have to behave, and there's this opposite caged animal reaction. So easy to respond on some level to these old feelings... Even though we have the skills to manage similar situations. Doesn't seem silly, ...