bus

My heart feels like it's full of tears

Empty
Guilty
Anxious
Sad

Scared
Nervous
Anxious
Confused
Empty
Lost

Guilty
Sad
Anxious
Tired
Proud of myself but it hasn't properly sunk in yet

I really want to be friends with you. You seem like a really interesting and nice guy. But I have all these horrible past experiences of things going wrong and ending up in situations I don't want to be in and don't want to cope with. Plus recently I keep doing this 'act' and it's the same pattern ...

Destructive

Fucked off
Tummy in knots
Don't know what to do
Sad and worried

I'm so sick of being the responsible one. I spend all my money bar £80 on bills, food, college fees and the mortgage. Nearly every hour I work to keep us afloat for the next month. I want for a change to say 'to hell with it, I'm gona blow my money on something fun' and not get told off. I know my s...

You, mate, are a fucking dickhead. I did not ruin your life. I am not your past. Do not write about me on fucking Facebook. All your loser friends who have never met me who feel they are qualified to comment on my perosnality and actions can go to hell. They only know your side of the story which is...

Mixed up

D: You know what I was trying to achieve you fucking idiot

MUS: Shut the fuck up my husband is trying to sleep!

Sigh

Pissed off

I love language and that was a fantastic poem and a good distraction too-thank you for posting!

Lynds

So FUCKING angry!

And what about my FUCKING degree you arsehole????!!! You think I want to be a shitty assistant the rest of my life? Screw you and your sodding job!