bus

is it bad that i was disappointed when you said you have a partner?

no, you're fucking cd's are not at the top of my to do list. sorry if i've been working my arse off for the past week and havent burned them for you. i fucking told you id have the by thursday night, after ive done my exam so just back the fuck off. i have so many other important things to think abo...

like i should be doing more
but im not sure if im not because i physically can't or i just can't be bothered

R: are you holding something against me? have i done something wrong? because it really does feel like it. like last night...i tried to be there for you but its really really hard when it feels like your pushing me away. and it feels like im getting the blame for that...its as if you're resentful a...

*SI trigs* AIDEN LYRICS "We Sleep Forever" She walks the line into her deathbed rings I say she's all alone And begging for forgiveness I won't teach her to lie or make a plan That clairvoyant stare and grin God won't forgive me for this I know tragedy unfolds tonight As you sever my skin apart Tak...

robyn- be mine It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain There'll be no last chance I promise to never mess it up again Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk As I'm watching you walk away And now you're gone it's like...

rejected.
deflated.
lost & confused.

and im going to see if there is anything i can to to mean that this is not the case. talk to her a bit more. idk.

fucking fuck fuck fucking shit. why? theres no need to be so fucking arsey about it. i fucked up, im sorry. let it drop now. i dont know what im meant to do now. i cant talk to anyone about this cos you're all *them* im scum to you. i dont want to go tomorrow. i cant face them. i cant. i dont know ...

i cant get away.
i dont think i'll ever be able to.
your grip over me is that strong.
and constricting.

indecisive.
tired.

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS "Move Along" Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone stands Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Mov...

how was that meant to help me? or boost my confidence? or encourage me to do better? you just put me down for 10 whole minutes. you told me things that, while they're true, i didnt want/need/care to hear. and its had the opposite affect. i dont want to try harder, i just want to run away. im never ...

what is this meant to achieve?
are you trying to make me jealous of you? because im not, i'll never be jealous of you- who would be?

Found my way to the highway, I don't wanna tell you the state I'm in I've had too much to smoke, too much to drink, where have I been? I feel like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in And I don't know where to begin We're all looking for something, to take away the pain Me, and you...

drunk. down. urgy.
strange

exploited.
used.
just because ive already sent my form off doesnt mean that you can assume im happy to proof read yours.
maybe if i liked you i wouldnt have a problem but you're a bitch

can't you see that you are the problem, not the people around you? are you that blind to your own actions that you insist on hurting the continually dragging down those that do actually care about you? why they care, i don't know, because you are such a horrid, manipulative person. and you always w...