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I have been playing a Text based Rpg, a multi user dimension. So if you play muds, check out www.hollowgame.com if you decide to create at character when it asked revered by put Titus. Then look me up on the game and I will give you some gold or armor hope to see you there

This not easy for me.. But here goes I lie about SA, It did happen, but it lasted alot longer then I tell people. It started at age 8 and it lasted until I was 18. This has brought me much distress. I never have told anyone the truth about how long it lasted because I was ashamed and afraid, much as...

This is odd but when I am stressed and close to cutting, I hate all music, Most of the time i enjoy music but if I am on the edge a song I love can push me over it. it gets to a point where music induces self destructive rage I know thats not what this thread is about. I just thought I would share t...

there is a funny song on youtube called secret by adam sandler look it up

my younger brother

how i deal with anger...is pretty much same as u...bottle up everything inside til i explode and do something irrational.... I am the same way and if I do nothing it gets worse I usely run as far as I can then walk a while then run again after I catch my breath it usely helps me. just thought I wou...

I would like to see a therapist but they cost alot and I don't have a job or insurence

I wanted to let you know that I read, I know how hard it would be for you to tell . but he did hurt her and the damage is going to be there, if nothing is done it gets real bad, I was SA at 11 and I did not tell anyone. the pain is always there and to know the person who did it is still out there an...

I know what you mean the dreams or night terrors for me are hard todeal with but as far as advice goes I have none but I ask the same question

-video games
-the internet
-playing sports with my brothers

-but my best are sit ups push ups and running if I get the urge to SI I just do sit ups like crazy untill I can't anymore that uselly knocks out the urge but if not I run for as long as I can then walk then run again

thank you all for replying it did realy help to talk about it but i think as i get older it will only get worse

http://i79.photobucket.com/albums/j159/innerpain/009.jpg I am tired of running away, and hiding it from myself as well as everyone else. to put this on the bus is something I realy did not want to do but I think it might be good to talk or atleast type about it.. When I was 11 SA happened to me and...