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Deaths are so hard. Please feel free to PM me if you want to talk about it or about how you are feeling.
-E

This scream is more of a yelling rant. and it needs caplocks. I HATE YOU< YOU FUCKING LAZY PIECE OF SHIT. I AM SO SICK OF YOU ALWAYS USING THE MARGARINE, TP AND ALL THE OTHER SHARED STUFF AND NEVER BUYING ANY. DO YOU THINK I'M YOUR MAID? YOU HAVEN'T CLEANED THE BATHROOM A SINGLE TIME IN 2 YEARS. YOU...

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I've been getting an error when using Quick Reply (which might be a greasemonkey thing that I added to Firefox, I can't remember) A pop-up window says "Posting the message failed, the error returned was:" And then is shows the text from a post higher on the page. Then an Okay button. If I refresh th...

Good job beating the urge. And I didn't know that there were after success questions. I really need those. With the social anxiety, maybe you could start small with the number of people and build up. You could invite J, C, and M and maybe 1 other person that you wouldn't normally. Or maybe even two ...

I feel tired and numb

It works for me... for a little while. The other trouble is that when I'm under stress, exercising is one of the last things I want to do.

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Thanks deb! Now I'm finding all sorts of add-ons that I like.

Before: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will relieve the pressure of the urge. It will make me feel grounded tonight. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? It would make that hanging feeling go away. But it would al...

I am dealing with school stress, deadlines are looming (they're past, really, but I have extensions) and trying to work is making me feel really bad. Now it's late at night after a day of sort of working and I can't sleep. I feel sick, I have no one I can call this late... I am alone in the apartmen...

Questions to Answer After A Slip * what had happened just before? I'd been feeling apathetic and slightly suicidal for a few days. I found this really distressing, since I've always before been very clear about how many things I have to look forward to. * what were you thinking and feeling? Distress...

I'm not going to Si, I'm not going to SI, I'm not going to SI... * how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I think that I will feel calmer, and less shakey. * what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? SI is a good short term solut...

In the past two or three days I have been getting many more than usual errors from the server timing out. One or two times I haven't been able to get on at all. I have an old clunkity computer, so it possible that I'm the only one having this problem, but I thought I'd mention it.
-E

It's only the first week of classes, and I understand everything so far. When I failed courses before, it wasn't because the work was too hard but because I didn't do the work (or go to class at all). Since I started trying to get myself back on track, I've been doing better each semester, and if th...

I feel like I'm going to horribly fail all my courses. The last few semesters have been terrible and I can't hack it.

I don't believe that anyone thinks about me when I'm not around, but I can't ask because they'll tell me the lie I want to hear.

*Why do you visit before and after? I come here when I'm on my last straw and I feel like I can't avoid giving in to the urges I'm having. *What do you get out of it? When I first started coming here, I answered the questions for the sake of doing it, but more and more I've been finding that once I ...

Today has been a stressful day, though the good news is that it looks like I'm not pregnant. But it was still stressful. There's also the ongoing recurring thoughts of SI thing. * how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I think that I would buy myself some clear headed time, esca...

I have a recurring dream, well I had it a few years ago. That's why I still remember some of the details. And it's a weird dream, but I had it more than once, so I'm curious. If you can make anything of it I'd be curious, but if you can't, don't worry. I'm driving with my family, I think in a statio...