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Because I am crying right now for the first time in months/seasons/years.

First quarter grades are due tomorrow. I will see them with in the next 5 days. And then they are mailed home. I already know that I have messed up miserably. It is entirely my fault.

the "tips for self care" link does not work.

I miss feeling like I belonged looking at posts in the life after selfharm.
I don't know what I think about you, I wish it didn't bother me so. I want to tell you the truth.
I want someone to hold me and mean it.

[sigh] That's what I figured. Thanks.

Sometimes I've wanted to talk to a person when I'm feeling bad or overwhelmed or what have you, and so I think of calling a hotline. However, I never do, because I never know if hotline numbers show up in a call record. Does anyone know the answer to this? If I were to call a 1-800 hotline, say 1-80...

Good for you!

I am proud of myself for auditioning for the spring musical, even though I didn't make call backs. [though, technically, not making calls backs does not take you out of the running. and the director still could email me in the morning ]

Yay! Hurray for your first post there. ^__^


I'm proud of myself because I've studied for my first midterm tomorrow, and I'm feeling prepared.